~|This is me|~

Here Kitty Kitty Kitty

2011-07-04T01:41:00.002+08:00

Let's talk a lil bit about my pet cat

When I was in standard 4. I learned to recite Al-Quran from ustazah which I forgot her name (Sorry bout that). She's around 55+ years old at that time. She live around 15min or so from my house to hers. Anyways, one day I want to follow my mom to fetch her home and when I reached her house, I was quite surprised to learn that she keep 20+ cats as her pet.

When I reached home. I decided to have one cat at my home. So, I asked my mom to let me keep a cat as my pet. Green light was given by my mom and I asked my Ustazah to give a cat. Thanks to her kindness I got a cat and was given another cat as a gift. The cat breed if I not mistaken was British long hair (Male) and Burmese (Female).

I wanted to keep the male cat which I named him Nikov and another one I give to my lil sister which she named her pussycat or just pussy. Anyhow, these two cats have contras personalities. Nikov whom I adore has a coward personality. I still remember mom was carrying him to her room and I was hiding behind the door and come out to surprise both of them. Nikov was running miles away before mom could even react to my act. Pussy however has a very courages heart. She chase anyone who comes into her territory including Nikov. They was with me for 5 years from Johor to Terengganu. But sadly when I grow up and went to study at boarding school at Kelantan, they don't recognize my face but somehow they recognize my voice. They still a little scare to come and play with me when I call them. The only time they come without having any fear is only when I call them for dinner.

After 4 years at Terengganu, dad got call from work to move to Selangor. The day when we packing our stuffs, they went missing. We did search them high and low but somehow couldn't find them anywhere. Maybe they just love to stay at that house and decided not to come with us. During those 5 years, Both Nikov and Pussy leave 25 kittens for us to look after. I still remember when she gave birth to her kittens in mom's closet and we have to clean for the blood. When Nikov tries to flirt with another female and got beaten by another males and he litterally running while pooping and hides in the toilet for days. Speaking of that, I still remember when we took both of them to our hometown at Kelantan. It was the trip to go back home to Johor when Pussy snuggle into my lap. I was sleeping that time when she decided to pee on my lap. I was like "WHAAAAA!!!!! How dare you to pee on my lap!!" . After we arrived home, she felt guilty and slept with me to make up with.

At Selangor, mom and me decided to keep another cat as pet. Mom saw an advertisement about cat adopting by an Iranian guy. We went to collect our new cat at a carpet store which is owned by the Iranian guy. He was a cat lover. Before departing with the kitten, He would kiss and hug him until he satisfy. D8 . Anyways, our new cat is a mix of bengal and simese cat (if not mistaken but bengal is confirmed). He looks like any normal orange cat (bcos of the mix) which you could find anywhere but the difference is that his body look tough and firm. He gives a toughness and brave aura. He didn't even cry when we take him home. He was a very very active cat and a very smart cat. He always has something he's up to. But sadly we can only be with him just 8 months. The cat's curiosity has got him killed. He ate poisoned food most probably for rats. We found him laying in front of our house with bleeding nose. His body was perfectly fine without any harm.

Anyways, I'm gonna go to sleep and continue to tell story about my cat in my next post.

Hockey. Ice and Field

2011-04-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

Im gonna start with ice first.

Today, I saw me on tv playing hockey. I was like OAO!! "ME ME ME!!" Hahaaa
Although I only appear like 5 or 8 sec but still feels good. :D

The Challenge is canceled because National Team just got back from Astana, Kazakhstan. They want to cool down for a while.

So, basically my deal with mom is called off right?

I can play more hockey! Yay~

As for Field hockey

I've been the president for almost 1 and half year. So, I guess it's time to step down and give to my juniors. XD

Today, supposed to be a friendly match with Intergomb School. But some problem occur, we got to cancel it. Last year the school was in 5th ranking school in Malaysia. Now, they are #2.

Perhaps blog is a good stress reliever?

2011-01-21T17:51:00.003+08:00

The title says it all.

Lately, a lot of things happened and I just couldn't keep up with it.

I try my best to suck it up but I guess if you suck it up too much, you gonna get overloaded huh?

Reality hurts. That's what I learn. What we expect to get, doesn't always go according to our way.

I made a deal with my mom the other day. If I can't get selected to play for Challenge Cup of Asia which is somewhere in April. I would quit hockey and for sure I couldn't make into National team. I have a lot of things to catch up.

A lot of things happened. Some I couldn't even tell it.

I'm sorry for my attitude has been very annoying to you lately. I guess all my trouble and problem shows on my face huh? I can't continue to pretend I'm all ok.

I'm sorry again if my words always hurts you and in the end, you get upset for every words I say.

I just wish I could solve all the problem and erase this sadness feeling.

New motherboard?

2011-01-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

Last night I got my new motherboard. I working fantastic but then I soon realize my Hard disk drive screwed. arrrghh..!! My memories, My games, My Datas, My assignment!!... >:

Depress... Btw, 3years computer never ever making problems. Motherboards working fine, My Seagate HDD still ok. But... New pc? 1st motherboard I got, the jumper and chipset was damaged. I just don't know how and now both my HDD screwed?

>:

Also, I bought new cooler pad from cooler master. <: and I learned that my Sony Erikson phone pc got burned. Not its lcd. =.=

Surprise attack

2011-01-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

Today when I finished my Simulation modelling class. I got text msg which at first I though I got it from my sister using my mom's number. It says "Umi kat wad sekarang, kena heart attack". My heart and my mind went in state of shock. I felt like I could faint at that moment. I quickly call the number and mom answered. I felt relieved. I love my mom so much eventhough I make her dissappoint too much. >: . To be honest, I can't live without my mom. >:

Too much things happened around me. I feel like something bad going on and I feel like I'm the one who make things go wrong.

-I miss a hug from someone dear-

Sadness

2011-01-04T16:34:00.001+08:00

What can cure sadness?

Love?
Friends?
Party?
Alcohol?
Games?

What can cure sadness? >:

Haven't blogfor long time

2011-01-04T16:23:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!~~

A lot of thing happened while I'm gone. I got new pc, I got selected on 1st cut for Ice hockey National Team. My Uncle hosptalize for about 1 week. Friends get together. Friends get on fight and hating each other but, that's all in the past now.

For my new year goal.

I want to get to 64kg with muscle.
I want to get more involve with my studies. 3Ds and photoshop.
I want to help my mom more and be more faithful to Allah.

I want to love my girlfriend bebe cayang gebu gebu kurus nak mampus more and gift her lots and lots of presents! <---- Not me write.

Improvement so far, I got myself 60kg but with fat. Haahaaaa.
I got myself into National team. I got my club a Field hockey (currently on construction)
and and.... errrrr.... >: No more I guess

Well, let's meet again <:

Dissappointed

2010-04-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

When someone is ignoring you, what should you do?

Sometimes I feel so small because I couldnt do what people expected me to do and sometimes i feel like people feel disappointed at me but I dont even know why people feel that way to me. sigh

2010-03-18T13:58:00.002+08:00

Dissapointed with myself because everbody fed up with me soon or later

2010-03-18T13:52:00.001+08:00

I've been wondering, If one escape from a potentially become a tragic accident. Is that mean Allah still loves us?

bosan bosan tak de kerja

2010-03-17T21:20:00.003+08:00

sedang belajar nak buat animation dengan character ini.

Tired Again

2010-03-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

Untuk merasa kasih sayang daripada seseorang membuatkan diri ini terasa seperti berat dan tak layak untuk menerimanya.

Tapi, apabila tidak ada kasih sayang dari seseorang membuatkan jiwa ini terasa kosong.

2010-02-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

Apo nOk DikaTo

2010-02-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

Oh hanya dikau
Seorang saja
Gemala hati pujaanku sayang
Dan penglipur lara waktu duka

Oh hanya dikau
Seorang saja
Penawar rindu pujaan di kalbu
Yang ku rindu selalu tiap waktu

Bukan kerana permata atau pun berlian
Budi bahasa tutur yang sopan
Yang kuharapkan
Hanyalah dikau
Yang kunanti-nantikan
Untuk menyatakan kasih dan idaman
Rindu dan impian
Hmmm... hanya dikau

-P.Ramlee-

Many thhings had happen

2010-02-16T02:05:00.002+08:00

Many things had happen, sometimes bad things comes to our life and destroy everything we have and sometimes, that bad things make us stronger and more disipline to overcome the obstacles and challenges that comes in our life.

And, good thing come in our life cheerish and brighten up everyone , me, you ,us, them , and... we all.
but more often that good things is not usually the best thing. It makes us feel arrogant, powerful, and feels like we can do anything we wanted to. The world didnt work that way.. im tired.

Medication

2010-02-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

Its really shocking and interesting to know what medication (drugs) can do to you. Overdose = bad. in control = well, ok~ but not taking it when you suppose to? Sighh~

i slowly get on my medication back, the things i was feeling getting better. except for I feel my head getting heavier and my back hurts but i doubt it has anything to do with lumberpuncture or anything.

Somethings i feels like why do i still live on this world? I feel like I do nothing useful for others and feels like I only give them hardship with me. Some got very stress with me. I tried to improve myself, but its hard.

p/s: feels like the end is near. Very near, but can't tell when.

No medication for 1 week ( around 3-5 days)

2010-02-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

1. Penat tiba2 tanpa sebab
2.Sakit kepala dari macam kena pierce dari luar ke dalam dan kadang2 dari dalam ke luar
3.kebas kat belakang kepala kat area belakang kiri.
4.emosi terganggu
5.kebingungan kadang2. Rasa macam tiba2 rasa kat tempat lain.
6.pening lalat <---lol
7.bernanah kat belakang badan. tapi tak besar. one spot. kat tempat lumberpuncter. exact spot.

<:

2010-01-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

I feel much more lonely than evah bebeh since I cant do 2 things that I want and I like to do most in my live.

1. Hockey

2.*private, cant tell. :>

ahahaaa... funny things. i got gf in msn today at 11.48 27january2010. ROFL. (Jangan marah ye sayang) oh well, better than makes enemy right?

hmmmm. seems like missing something in my life. like a huge gap.

p/s: havent blog for long time now

2010-01-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

1.Beside ur lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Hmm, Shoulder

2.How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
I want to sleep~

3.Who was the last person / people you took photo with ?
Ida

4.Would u consider urself spoiled ?
Maybe. I like the idea.

5.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I have few I think

6.Do you want someone to be dead?
Not really. I like the idea torture that person before and after life

7.What does your last text message say?
Ida

8.What are you thinking right now ?
Playing with myself. *smirk* .Nah, I want to find new hobby

9.Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Hmm, not really. Not now at least

10.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
2 a.m. after watch movie

11.Where did you buy the shirt you are wearing now ?
At the Ice hockey tournament in Singapore back in 2007.

12.Who was the last person who text you ?
Ida

13.TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

no.1 Fadhil
no.2 Syera
no.3 Sarah
no.4 Paez
no.5 Tasha
no.6 Fiqa
no.7 Kimi
no.8 Ida
no.9 Mira
no.10 Smoke

14.Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Hohoo. Ask her?

15.Is no.3 a male or a female?
I am 100% sure she's a female. Hm...wait, let see.

16.If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Not that good, because no 1 will keep getting molested by no 7 ): I just saw the latest molesting scene this evening.

17.What is no.1 studying about?
Film & Animation. O.O .

18.When was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Long time ago~
2. back in 2009
3. Few days ago
4. Back in 2009
5. Few days ago
6. Last week
7. hmm. let see
8. last year
9. right here, right now baby~
10. He can't use technology.ROFLMAO

19.Is no.4 single?
Single but available?

20.Say something about no. 2.
Attractive somehow

21.What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?
Nah, they in WWE match right now. Wait, doesn't that mean being together? lol

22.Describe no.9
Chubby, Short hair, suck at skating (sorry), Love ice hockey, just finish SPM

23.What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Hell yeah, We'll be looking at one Hockey defender and one doremon fighting.

24.Do you like 8?
No, I love her

25.How about 10?
he's.. he's.. Playful and cute. Dx. lol

May not play hockey for ever

2010-01-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm

Kondisi aku mungkin memdesak aku supaya tidak bermain mana mana sukan untuk selama-lamanya

Time to look for new hobby

Kekalahan Warriors

2009-12-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Aku rasa macam betol pulak jawapan yg aku selalu tanya mak aku, ape function aku lam team. Ape yg aku buat untuk team.

Sebab semua tu terjawab semasa ketiadaan aku. Hmmmm. tapi, bila aku join balik, level fitness aku tak seperti dulu. Tambah pulak dgn mak aku suruh aku jgn push the limit. Tapi, aku tak pernah pon push the limit kecuali masa game final. Training pon lebih kepada having fun.

I need serious work out if I want to go to Kazakstan.

Something to think about

2009-12-13T13:55:00.003+08:00

Judge the book by its cover. Seriously.
Read it once and throw it away and before that, step on it like you mean it.

Find the book again, Look at it like it's a disgrace to have it.
And start rumors about it and don't just satisfy with that.

Go to the bookstore and confront the bookstore keeper.
Make a face to them like they don't deserve to be in this world and say right on the faces.
"FUCKING BASTARD!! YOU DISGRACE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD JUST BY HAVING THIS FUCKING BOOKS" and throw the book at their faces.
Leave the store and act like nothing happens.

On the next day or soon after that, pray to god you'll be forgiven for all you did even though you actually mean to do it.
While you're at it, pray to god that the book will destroyed before it destroys others

Second Shot

2009-12-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

Just now at 10.11p.m I got second shot. I wonder why. And, it really disturbing. 1st one I got yesterday around 11.45 - 12.00 a.m (night). I hope I can play well tonight. No injuries or anything. I have to win this playoff!!~

O.O

2009-12-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, wondering. ade ke orang yang baca blog ni selain Aku, Ida, and and O.O.. sape lagi? hmmm..

Maybe it's just a feeling.

2009-12-08T15:35:00.003+08:00

Since that incident where I almost died when I was diagnosed my brain swollen and almost crash while driving where it is really a luck on my side. I get the feeling like I'll be leaving.

Everybody will leave soon or later but, I don't know. Better stop be paranoid.

P/s: Feeling gloomy.

Last Friday's Fight

2009-12-08T11:05:00.002+08:00

I try my best to get to the level before i was sick.
Currently I feel like I'm one with junior (skill and fitness and position level)

I was assigned as defender pairing with chris for 1st line. We were against Viper team with their star player is Haniff, Amat, and Brandon.

After the 1st two shift, Gary changed me to forward position pairing with Jordi who rotate with Adila. Maybe I went to far for the defender post I think. 1st shift I tried to carry the puck by myself when I got 2 forwards who was waiting for me to pass the puck, but I got leveled by someone. Thank godness I wore my new One95 Bauer hockey protection. (some say it not good protection but for me, it was better than my last shoulder pad. It protects my back and my sides better).

I tried my best to score and win the game. But what I do hate most is that, they ALWAYS score when I'm on the bench after I got out. I'm seriously !@#$%^& hate that. Hampus not here to play.

I do get a couple of chances to score but I screwed it up I think. I shoot top left but it hit goalie's shoulder and went out. I tried to score backhand but of course I dont have enough strength so, I was like giving it away to goalie.

At the end, the score 3-1. and it was against Viper who has a very solid defense. If we lose to Sabre, I wouldnt mind much because they have a good forward like Allen, Zack, Amir, Eugene. all the names i mention above are those who are shortlisted for Malaysian team. Dx except Zack is from Canada (what do you expect? Canadian, better at hockey from us right?)

Woah~

2009-11-26T08:12:00.002+08:00

Semalam aku buat mdf3 dgn group member. horhor.. tp, tak boleh nak stay up all night sbb most probably effects dari ubat yang aku makan. hmmmm..

dikejutkan pada pagi buta untuk hantar final product ke bilik mdf tapi terkejut dikejutkan dari tido lantas dapat very small attacks.

pagi ni, bangun dapat lagi small attacks that is bigger than before. And now gotta to print the last picture of final product.

MDF is a pain in the ass

I want to PLAY HOCKEY!! Wearing Da NEW JERSEY!!

2009-11-15T10:25:00.000+08:00

Malam ni ade trial selection National Team,
Dorang pilih untuk orang untuk pergi Chinese Taipei 4 bulan lagi dgn Kazakstan 12 bulan lagi.
Muahhahaaaa. aku nak pergi selection ni. tapi.. tapi...
Umi berbelah bagi. haish.

Warriors kalah 3-0 dgn raptors.

2009-11-12T09:20:00.002+08:00

Semalam, kul 10 pagi ade kejadian pecah rumah berdekatan dengan rumah aku,
aku dgr mak aku ckp, kadang2 si security sendiri yg pecah rumah sebab nak org guna khidmat dier.

malam, aku pergi dengan semangat yg agak tinggi untuk support teammate aku dgn memakai jersey baru warna putih yg lawa giler babeng. Muahahaaa.. NOT TO BE SELL TO OUTSIDERS.

Sampai sana, pergi berborak ngan Arie, mase pegang kayu dier, Gary yang ade kat dlm train David tepuk glass ice rink tanya aku dgn bahasa isyarat. "Main ke malam ni?". Aku jawab tak. Air muka tak berubah, tapi body language semacam berubah seperti cakap "ohh~~"

Lepas dier kuar, dier cakap kat aku "Ni mesti nak main ni, bawak stick". Aku balas " Ini stick Arie".

Then, aku pergi beli burger McDonald, BIG mac. kakak cashier tanya aku "Jersey ape ni?" Dier sendiri balas "Ohh, yang ni" (tunjuk kat ice rink) "ade game ke malam ni?" "ade" jawabku.

Then, mase berlegar2 kat ruang persalinan berdekatan dgn tempat cermin. Gary cakap kat aku "Hakimin, pergi warm-up cepat" pastu blah dgn tersenyum2. aku ditinggalkan dgn terpinga2. HUH?

Then, mase tgh borak2 ngan Amir, otw ke tempat dier bersalin, aku cakap, "Kalah!!" . "Uihh, Kejam giler".

Pergi lak kat David, tanya dier dari mana, (Canada, Calgary) Umur, (17) Brape banyak score malam ni? "2" "Why two? Hatrick la" "I'll try". Aku balas "Don't try! You must!!" "O-ok, I will get a Hatrick" . Pastu, betting sape yang akan menang lawan malam ni? Vipers vs Sabre. Aku cakap tgk kepada semangat dorang macam mana. Pastu, aku cakap Vipers akan menang, dgn perasaan yang agak confident pada masa tu. (result, Vipers menang 6-2/3 tak ingat)

Mase tengah tgk, menjamu selera. Gary tgh berborak ngan Edmunt mase tu. Pastu dier ckp "Hakimin, pergi amek gear" "Huh?". Dier berpaling pada Edmunt "His gear must be inside his car". "Mane ade bawak gear hari ni, Skate ade la bawak" "Jangan tipu" "mane ade". Sekali lagi emoticon kat kepala aku O.O

1st period game, Raptor score 1-0.
Aku berborak dgn Amir disebelah kanan, dan Arie disebelah kiri. Cakap sape yg ok dan patut ditgk kalau nak belajar defend.
Then, pas dorang balik, aku berborak ngan Aunty Noor dan Uncle Lau. Uncle Lau ckp sesuatu yang mengejutkan pasal aku mase aku tanya kenape dorang (Warrior) tak perform malam semalam. Uncle Lau cakap "Gary ade bagitau I, kalau tak de orang tu atau orang ni tak pe, tapi kalau tak de Hakimin. It feels so different." "kenape?" "His skate and his puck handling is balance" aku tak paham sangat cam mana balance tu dan aku macam tak percaya sebab mungkin Uncle lau nak kuatkan semangat aku. But, for now, I'll be berserk when I get on Ice later on.

2nd period game, 2 goal score but 2nd one is forfeit as it hits goalie's mask. Raptor score 2-0.

Still berborak ngan Aunty Noor dgn Uncle Lau, pasal dorang tak perform dan macam2 lagi.

3rd period game, Raptor score yet another goal and make it to 3-0 lead.

Sekarang aku beralih ke kawasan player. Nak merasai ape yang dorang rasa. Tapi nampak macam I take it too hard. 5 @ 3 min nak habis, Gary cakap kat aku dgn nada macam frust nak nangis pon ade, "Hakimin, you kene balik cepat ye". Aku ingat dier maksudkan dgn balik ke rumah. "Dorang semua tak boleh main". Memang aku ingat la dier punya muka. Ini reaksi dier yang ke2 yang aku tak boleh lupa. (1st, mase aku main tournament MIHT mase bulan puasa dan aku tak minum air untuk satu game tu, dan boleh menyempurnakan puasa hari tu.)

Aku balik ke rumah semasa 1min nak habis game sebab Umi tak de kunci nak masuk rumah.

P/s: Semalam aku belajar cara nak exercise tuk bahagian sekeliling pinggang dgn Uncle Haniff. Sakit wooooo.

Kekalahan Warriors.

2009-11-03T15:46:00.002+08:00

Semalam aku pergi tgk team warriors lawan sabre.

Ape yg aku harapkan.....
tidak seperti aku harapkan.....

Warriors kalah 4-2....
Dorang macam tak de semangat nak main semalam...

Perasaan sedih tak dapat digambarkan
Dah la seri 2 kali.

1 seri mase aku ade. At least aku banyak bukak peluang untuk team aku.
At least, aku boleh bantu team aku.

tapi, semalam aku hanyalah dapat tgk dorang main yang hanya jauhnya,
sekeping cermin yang memisahkan kami.

Emo....

WooooHooooooo

2009-11-01T09:25:00.002+08:00

Selera Makan bertambah,
Makan Banyak,
Membuatkan Berat bertambah,
Dari 54kg ke 58kg.
2kg more and I'll get my ideal weight.

Gotta gotta eat more.

Aiya....

2009-10-29T14:23:00.002+08:00

Makan ubat hospital membuatkan selera makan semakin bertambah.
Kalau bertambah secara serata tak pe la jugak. LOL.
Ni bertambah kat perut je. Sape2 yang ade masalh serupa? *HI5 bebeh!!~

Bulan Disember ni ade 2 tournament hoki padang. Penang International tournament dgn UPSI tournament. Sape2 yang berminat boleh la mai ke Green Court HB4 kul 8 malam hari Selasa dgn hari Khamis.

Tak reti tak per. Boleh belajar. Yang penting ade semangat kesukanan. XD

Aiyaaa.....
18 November ade trial tuk Malaysia Ice Hockey Team. Aku tak sembuh lagi. Aiya...
ape nak buat ni?

Minggu lepas.

2009-10-23T17:04:00.001+08:00

Macam-macam yang telah berlaku selama seminggu ni, aku akan ceritakan apa yang berlaku tapi mungkin tak detail sebab aku tak ingat ape yang berlaku atas sebab2 tertentu.

Game Wildcat,
1st game, aku shaking sebab nervous sangat takut gary marah. Aku masih ingat aku cuma masuk 9 kali je atas ice
2nd game, Ok dah sket sebab amat cakap, play my game. So, I kinda do it better this this

Game Warriors,
1st game minggu ni, draw 4-4 dengan team sabre. Aku pada mase tu kene jaga Zack. Jage macam seorang warden yang jaga prisoners. Gary kasi aku peluang utk shoot dan skate sebagai Truly offensive defender. Tapi aku tak boleh guna full potential sebab skate yg aku guna adalah skate lama aku. Tak biasa dah.
2nd game, menang lawan Sabre balik, all thing the same except for Seng, Edmund dgn Vince dah sampai kat Selangor blk. So, team boleh dikatakan full force. Menang 8-1. gary cakap " you to be blame if they score". Tanggungjawab yang besar atas aku. OAO

3rd game Warriors,
Hari ini, sepanjang hari ini aku mengemas rumah. Walaupon bangun pukul 2 ptg, aku masih lagi terasa lemah. Makan pukul 5ptg, ye la, sebab tak de selera. Malam tu aku kene main lawan Viper. Nasib baik la team Viper tak kuat sangat.

Aku tak boleh guna full potential lagi sebab aku penat. Mase survey harddisk pon aku terasa macam nak jatuh, sebab mata, badan tak rasa macam badan aku. Mengantok giler. So, pergi la minum air Coffee Bean utk menaikkan balik kekuatan tapi kurang berkesan. Mase game, aku rasa penat nak mampos. Walaupon aku hanya glide atas ice dan kemudiannya keluar balik.

Lepas game, aku terasa nak muntah. Aku tahan sebab ingatkan itu adalah perkara biasa, terasa nak muntah sebab terlalu kuat bermain. Sambut b'day David di situ jugak.
Kemudian aku pergi ke bench kat bawah tangga utk amek botol air herbalife. otw balik ke bag, alvin ngan warren tegur. aku duduk melutut atas lutut kanan. tangan kiri pegang botol air, tangan kanan pegang ape ntah. Aku terasa pening, aku tengok tangan kanan yang pegang botol air menggeletar kuat. warren tanya aku ok ke tak. aku jawab tak. dier kemudian bangun dari duduk dan dtg utk suppport aku. alvin nampak warren buat macam tu, dier pon turut serta. Nasib baik dier sempat sambut aku yang nak pengsan.

aku ingatkan aku ok. try tuk bertahan supaya tak pengsan. aku sedar ape yg berlaku pada malam ni. Umi, habes2 bantai aku, cakap kat gary aku susah makan and stuff yg membuatkan korang rasa tak de semangat tuk hidup.

Ambulan lambat sampai. Setengah jam baru la sampai. Mase tu aku terasa nak pengsan lagi, mase tu jugak aku tak dapat nak rasa sangat tangan dan kaki aku. Org ambulan sampai tapi bila sampai, strecher jatuh kat tepi aku, membuatkan aku menggeletar seluruh badan. itu membuatkan aku rasa nak pengsan lagi.

Sampai kat hospital, nurse cina yang agak lawa dtg amek sample darah. Tapi darah tak keluar, kene tekan tangan dan urut pelahan-lahan baru la keluar darah. Umi cakap suruh admit masuk hosptal.

Pergi buat CT Scan, doktor cakap, otak bengkak. O.o . tak tau la dier specialist ke ape.
Pergi buat X-Ray, normal.

kemudian, ade doktor suruh aku bgtau nama, tapi aku tak boleh bagitau. mulut tak boleh bukak. suara tak keluar. suruh genggam tangan dier tapi aku menggeletar.

Aku suspect Meningitis,

Aku tak tau bila, tapi adik bgtau aku diberi 3 dos Steroid utk tenangkan aku.

Aku kemudiannya dimasukkan ke HDU, high defeciency unit selama 2 hari. Nak jalan tak boleh, nak kencing pon kene atas katil. 24jam kene monitor, ade nurse kat hujung katil yg tgk kite 24jam. kalau nurse lawa tak pe la jugak, sejuk mata memandang. Tapi tak lawa. Pastu pulak ade wire sini sana. Bila dimasukkan ubat, tangan rasa sejuk dan sakit. Umi cakap, tido dgn mata terbukak. O_O

lepas tu, aku dimasukkan ke wad biasa lepas stabil sket.hari isin hari tu buat lumberpuncture @ spinal tap. Ramai yg negatif sebab tak mau sakit and etc. Biar la aku buat, aku tau korang tak mau sakit. So, korang letak pressure tu atas aku.
Mase buat Lumberpuncture, 3kali dier masukkan jarum. satu utk bius. satu utk amek darah. satu utk air tulang belakang. Yang last sekali adalah yg tersakit. terasa sampai ke paha. sakitnya macam tulang diremukkan. mase air tulang belakang keluar. tak rasa ape2. itu je la masa sakit.

sekarang ni, tgh healing diri sendiri, makan ubat sawan (confirm dapat). tak boleh drive selama 1 tahun. So, sorry la sape2 yg menggunakan khidmat aku,

Defend and fight for your right

2009-10-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

I'm a defender in ice hockey and i somewhat seem proud of my position where once I'm not. But the defender type I like to be is offensive defence. It is simply because I'm afraid to battle for the puck if the puck at the corner of the board of anywhere around it. I'm not that strong to battle for it. But when I'm battle for it, I'll make sure, it is mine, It is my puck. I like to keep it simple when it is in the defensive zone. Do whatever necessary to keep it clear from the danger zone.

1st game season sept2009-dec 2009

2009-09-28T09:19:00.002+08:00

GAry awal-awal lagi dah kasi email yg meeting kul 10.30p.m pada hari game. Sudah sampai awal and @$#$% takde parking. round round 3 kali tempat sama, org amek parking aku book. Pusing lagi dan jackpot.

Sampai sunway pergi kedai spec, maxis center, pastu kene panggil makan popeye mase tgh warm-up.

Satu hari tu aku terasa sesak nafas. tak la teruk sangat tapi ade la menggangu.

4 org yg dtg lewat dan 4 org yg awal urrr sorang tak datang. sepatutnya bincang pasal game ke ape ke tapi sebaliknya, kitorang berbincang cara nak appeal supaya semua org boleh main.

And voila, semua org boleh main dgn syarat kene give it all in the game and never take gary lightly. O_o .

Aku start slow masa 1st period game ni. Sangat2 slow. aku macam dah tak biasa defend. nothing to say much mase 1st period.

second period agak aggressive tapi still slow. cthnya, puck dtg, aku tgk dan lihat ape akan terjadi. Jika ade musuh amik aku akan berlawan, tapi jika ade kawan yg amek, aku tunggu dan lihat sambil menjerit, man on!! man on!!

ah seng score 2x hat trick..0_0. bila la aku boleh atasi dier. hmmm. aku shoot 3 kali dan score 1. hmm. nampak free puck, bawak sampai ke goal, beat 1 defender dan score kat left side goal.Ovechkin style sket.lol.

kesudahannya 8-1. masih tak puas hati dengan score. sebab 1 tu discore mase aku baru je kuar dari penalty box. Uncle hanif lembab bukak pintu. masuk je terus dorang score. aku kene penalty sebab interference. Warren dtg lepas game, dier cakap "it wasn't a bad call, because you were aggressive. but, I call because you kept pushing even he (clerence) don't have the puck". hmmm.. mase aku kejar puck, aku kejar dgn slow, still kat right side 45 degree. bile dier pandang aku, aku tengok mata dier macam come hit me, come hit me!! then, aku push, push, push sampai dier lost control puck dlm zone defend aku. Then aku stop push.

CAptain diselect sekali lagi, bukan Adilah sebagai captain, nick sebagai assistant.
Captain:Hampus
Assitant:Aku dan Chris.

Honestly, aku tak tau ape assistant patut buat.

Tak Lama La Lagi Tu

2009-09-28T09:14:00.001+08:00

Duduk diam diam sakit dada.
minum air sakit dada.
main hoki, kene langgar jatuh.
main hoki lama lama, penat + blur
seblom main hoki, satu hari sesak nafas.

apakah maksudnya ini?

LoLL

2009-09-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing more i can say

Result From The TOURNAMENT~~~~~~

2009-09-09T14:33:00.001+08:00

1st MALAYSIA INTERNATIONAL ICE HOCKEY TOURNAMENT (3 – 5 SEP 2009)

Roll of Honour

International Division

Champion : Hong Kong Tigers

2nd placing : Kuala Lumpur Tigers

3rd Placing : Singapore Manimals

Tournament MVP : Rolf Beutel (Hong Kong Tigers)

All Star Forward : Maikel Kuipers (Kuala Lumpur Tigers)

: Kodi Kodrowski (Singapore Manimals)

All Star Defense : Mark Paas (Hong Kong Tigers)

All Star Goalie : Grant Phillips (Hong Kong Tigers)

Asian Division

Champion : Malaysia Dexion Wildcats

2nd placing : Hong Kong Hitman

3rd Placing : Malaysia Warriors

Tournament MVP : Kim Loke (Malaysia Dexion Wildcats)

All Star Forward : Gary Tan Khia Peng (Malaysia Dexion Wildcats)

: Art Tam (Hong Kong Hitman)

All Star Defense : Frankie Choi (Hong Kong Hitman)

All Star Goalie : Sam Wong (Hong Kong Hitman)

Bantam Division

Champion : Malaysia Ice Bears

2nd placing : Malaysia Hurricanes

3rd Placing : Malaysia Slayers

Tournament MVP : Johan Venema (Malaysia Ice Bears)

Pee Wee Division

Champion : Malaysia Metro Stars

2nd placing : Singapore Ice Dragons

Tournament MVP : Hampus Molin (Malaysia Metro Stars)

Squirt Division

Champion : Singapore Ice Dragons

2nd placing : Malaysia Metro Stars

Tournament MVP : Ryan Tan (Singapore Ice Dragons)

Novice Division

Champion : Singapore Ice Dragons

2nd placing : Malaysia Dexion Wildcubs

Tournament MVP : Callum Dorathoy (Singapore Ice Dragons)

GO GO ME!!~

2009-09-08T04:14:00.000+08:00

My Lovely #20 HAKIMIN

Memory sepanjang Tournament.

2009-09-06T03:05:00.002+08:00

Worst performence: 1st game lawan Wildcat

Better & Best performence: 2nd day of the tounament

Paling Membanggakan: Lawan Inferno semasa puasa dan tidak terpaksa membatalkan puasa.
Dan boleh habiskan puasa.

Susah nak lupa: Expression Gary bila tau aku still puasa semasa main game.

Org yg wow: Mamat salleh yg badan tuff dgn besar & mamat salleh yg mengalahkan chemat dari segi misainya
Banyak Pujian: dari Kim

Banyak Pujian: start dari game ke2

Paling memorable:
lawan inferno ice, gelagat Kim, Seng Chee dgn Eugene.
Ade fans? mak cakap ade sederet pompuan yg pakai tudong jerit nama aku.(tak perasan)
pastu ade sorang jerit nama aku mase aku tgk kat atas (crowd) pastu tgk balik kat ice dan HAKIMIN!!~ LOL.. Biler teringat blk.
Komen K.Lela.
score against 15 years experienced goalie from Hong Kong Hitmen (50 years old) who play for international division and from strong side of goalie position (Glove Side)

Penalty: 2kali (hooking)

Looking forward: Gamba dari K.Lela.

Paling Appreciate: Kerisauan semua org, lagi2 dari umi (uncle Hanif pon still tak berbukak puasa mase lawan kitorang dan still habeskan puasa)

Agak sedih: Stick Pecah lagi tuk kali ke 3

Agak susah nak lupakan: Felisha (sorang yg berminat hoki ais dan situasi dier dan keluarga dier sama macam aku mase mula2 nak start hoki)

sekarang macam aku rasa bangga jadi anak mummy~~

I love my MAMA~~

Last Game for the tournament

2009-09-06T02:12:00.003+08:00

Yang paling membanggakan aku utk semua game ni adalah game yang terakhir aku main pada hari ini.

Game satu pada pukul 11 pagi lawan Wildcat.. aku tak pergi sebab tolong mak, Herbalife. Dapat close sale 4 bulan makan.(Alhamdulillah)

Game satu lagi pada pukul 4, lawan Inferno Ice lagi.

Aku hanya main pada pukul 4 sahaja.

Johnson dgn Clerence dari team Inferno try nak bribe aku..LOL..dorang gurau je.. cam biasa..

Aku cakap kat Johnson, "sure boleh punya, Aku pose hari ni" lol

start warm-up, aku just skate bese2 je, kononnya nak simpan energy, shoot pon lembik dari biasa..lol *walaupon same lembik je

then, line aku tuk hari ni, aku (DF), Edmunt (OF), (D) tak ingat sape. sebab yakin sangat dgn D aku.. LOL ..

Hari ni start dgn aku pergi tolong mak , lewat 2 jam, yang mana sepatutnya sampai kat booth kul 7 tapi sampai kul 9, habes booth kul 12, balik tido dua jam, sampai kat Sunway kul 3, lawan game kul 4, sampai kat Sunway, sharp skate kat bazli, tanya game kul 11 kat Christ, Edmunt dgn Nick.
Christ "Kitorang score 3 goal,dorang score 11 goal, tapi kalau u datang mesti dah menang" LOL
Edmunt =lupe dier ckp ape
Nick "U tau tak ade game kul 11 tadi?"
Aku "Huh?"
Nick "jangan Huh"

Lol..

then gear up masuk ice.

ade la supporter kat bench, jeremy,eugene,seng chee ngan Kim.. tapi Kim dgn Seng Chee bertindak sebagai Bench coach, aku tak tau kenape Gary tak coach tuk 2 period dan hanya bertindak sebagai "concerned fan"

aku kene 2 penalty, Sbb hook si clerence dgn brandon.. yg hook brandon la aku paling tak puas hati sekali.. sebab aku dgn dier otw berebut puck tapi, sebab stick aku tinggi tak dok kat ice, kene penalty sbb hook. Aku jugak ade buat satu save yg mana Clerence ade breakaway dan aku berada di offensive line di sebelah board dan dier di defensive line di sebelah board hujung lagi satu.. aku skate hard sgn kemampuan aku, dan dive for the puck, aku terdengar sorakan dari atas OOOOOOHHHH~~~ .. dan aku nampak dari worm-view, V save the puck. Warren datang dan utk amek puck dan cakap kat aku yg aku jolok puck dulu baru kene skate and etc etc.. so, no penalty for me.. XD

ade la memori yg best lam game final ni
seyes memang best
susah nak lupe

lam game ni, aku tak minum setitik pon air dan tak makan langsung pon.. sbb puasa.. lam pikiran aku, aku ni puasa, nak main game, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W pon boleh berperang mase pose.. mesti aku pon boleh.

Si, Seng Chee dgn Eugene dgn Amat ckp kat aku, bukak la puasa, ko tak boleh tahan punya.. Amat pon nak pitam masa 2nd period, So, dier terpaksa berbuka. Ok la kot dier punya reason.

Si Eugene pulak, bukak la puasa aku tau boleh ganti punya.. sbb aku ade ex-girlfriend melayu.. ROFL~~

Si Seng Chee pon same.. Vince lak sama macam Eugene.. lol.. ganti puasa..

Umi pon ckp, umi tak nak aku pitam atau pengsan.. tapi aku dah deal awal2 dgn dier.. kalau aku minum shake, dgn minum air lebih 2 liter, aku boleh main..

then, aku agak banyak kali masuk, tak pernah rotate. dan lagipon tak cukup org. Jerry dgn Allan tak datang.

Aku sekali lagi forecheck macam org gile, turun naik turun naik sebab aku ni Defensive Forward.

Biler keluar dari ice, aku terus duduk.. then, biler aku masuk bagaikan aku "berperang" kat dlm.

result dari game ni 8-3.

Aku sangat sangat happy sebab aku dapat jadi forward, biar la Defensive Forward. Kene turun naik turun naik.. Mmg sangat2 happy. In fact, semua yg defender yg bolehg skate a.k.a skate laju, jadi Defensive Forward, Vince, Aku dan kitorang mmg aggressive. XD .

aku ade 6 chance tuk score.. ade 2 kali one on one dgn goalie. 2-3 kali face to face dgn uncle Hanif shoot puck.

kitorang down lebih kurang 8-7 dan pada mase tu la Gary amek semula posisi sebagai bench coach. LoL . semua jadi teratur balik.

last 2 shift mase sebelom masuk, Gary cakap kat aku, "I want you to skate hard, as hard as you can".

dan 2 shift terakhir aku betol2 aggressive, dan 40 saat terakhir aku keluar dan terduduk dkt dng paramedik dgn glove kat tepi dan stick kat kanan aku.. dan kat situ aku cakap "I gave my all and it your time......." sambil termengah2.. Gary tgk kat aku, tanya "puasa ke?". Aku jawab "puasa".

Muka dier, mmg tak boleh describe.. mmg ala ala beruk yg terkejut.. Bulat matanya yg sepet.. lol .. pastu Seng Chee ckp, "Tak per la, Tinggal 40 saat lagi".

Then, penalty shoot-out. satu mamat salleh topi merah nama Johan score dan Uncle Hanif tak score.. nasib baik, kene palang/tiang goal.. Gary cakap,"why la you all hug Vince (goalie). You should hug the goal post la". LOL .

2nd day, 3rd game

2009-09-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

Hampus masa hari jumaat ni, main 4 game berturut2.. adik aku ckp mase Hampus langgar dier, dier tgk muka Hampus penat giler.

o.o ..

Game ni aku lawan team Inferno. aku cakap kat vince, jangan pandang rendah kat diorang tp take REVENGE!!

then, kitorang perform pada malam itu, aku sama line dgn Jerry yg mana lebih kepada offensive minded, aku diassign kepada defensive forward tapi confuse dgn Jerry.. Dx .. for the whole tornament, I don't give a shit about who I'm partner with.. all I know is, do what I must do and Give 150% on the game, And the result, I did 89% what I must do and give 200% on the game.
I forecheck like crazy, skate non-stop, get the puck.just shot it. Don't care a thing about my partner, all in my mind is, get into the offensive zone through the side, shoot when I have chance, if there's a rebound, my partner goes there first and I support him.

Dlm fikiran cuma nak shoot tuk pressure lawan, partner dptkan rebound. Gary selalu suruh berjaga2 dgn "backdoor plays". means that sneaky enemy that score bila kite leka.

lam game ni, aku score satu lagi goal iaitu, mase aku dari redline (kat goal) meluru ke arah goal lawan, dan pada masa tu dalam fikiran aku, "mano sek ni nyo? (mane dorang?)" aku meluru kearah goal dan hanya menyedari bahawa pertukaran shift aku kepada shift lain apabila aku menghampiri defensive blue line dan pabila ternampak team member lain masuk apabila aku menghampiri offensive blue line, dan ternampak lagi sorang mamat salleh yg bernama Johan yg berhelmet merah, melepasi dier, dan ternampak Ray (goalie Korea) yang berumur 16 tahun, dan nampak 5 hole goalie yg terbuka luas di hadapanku, dan hanya satu yg menarik perhatian ku yg mana terlintas di fikiranku, "tak turun ke bang? a.k.a butterfly style". Dan aku cuma mengarahkan puck dgn pelahannya kearah ruang diantara kangkangnya dan puck itu masuk di hadapanku~ dan aku membuat seperti diminta oleh Nick. My celebration style~ lompat~. Bile aku masuk je bench, Gary cakap, "ala, same je style, tuka la yg lain, variety la sket"

Result dari game ni, 8-0. HUHUHAHAHHAAAA!!! REVENGE!~

Aku ingat lagi mase goal lawan Hong Kong Hitmen, Satu2nya goal yg discore oleh team aku, dan oleh aku sendiri. Vince ckp kat aku, semua org celebrate, dier sendiri samoai melompat-lompat.Mase lawan dorang, aku tak pandang scoreboard.LOL.sedar2 result lawan Hong Kong 8-1..

Kak Lela cko kat mak aku, "Hebat la anak kak Ra ni, Dapat score. Lagi baik dari teammate dier yang lain". LOL..

Mak kasi rating, kalau 10 bintang. Kim 9, Gary 8,Aku 7. LOL.. sebab aku perform lam game-game ni, aku aggressive. XD.. cume hanay berbuka dgn Kurma 7 biji, Shake, dan Tea Mix. XD

2nd day of the tournament

2009-09-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

went to MMU but not to class... Dx .. too lazy... too tired .. also, Barring list pon dah keluar.. Dx..

and then, for the tournament.

Aku cuma berbuka puasa dgn kurma hanya 7 biji, Shake herbalife, dan juga Tea mix herbalife.tak sempat nak berbuka~ sbb game adik start pukul 8, aku pulak kul 9.

sampai2 dah pon nak start.

Game 1st lawan Hong Kong Hitmen.
Wah~~~~.. mmg sangat hebat team lawan.. sampaikan tak de chance nak counter attack..

Line utk hari tu, Gary brief .. dier cakap supaya jangan rasa tension.. apply ape yg dah practice time training.

Line 1: o.o
Line 2:o.o
Line 3:O.O

Dx Shit!!~ mane ade line 1,2,3 !!~
kkk...aku satu line dgn seng, defender aku lupe sape... tapi, yg pastinya

*OF=Offensive Forward
*DF=Defensive Forward
*D =Denfender
Seng (OF), Edmunt (OF), David (OF),Hampus (OF), Vince (DF), Aku (DF),Jerry (D), Nick (D), Crist (D).

Aku sangat2 hepi sbb dpt main sebagai Defensive Forward. 1st time ever to play as a forward in the formal team, Warriors.. (proud of my team and teammate). Gary letak aku sebagai DF sebab aku boleh skate, dan hanya diberitahu kepada aku seorang selepas dier tersalah letak aku sebagai Defender

Puck drop on the center of the ice for the second time~

Gary cakap tuk line aku yg kadang2 partner dgn Seng, kadang2 dgn Hampus, yg D nya pulak dgn Jerry atau Nick, atau Christ.... one must forecheck the D .. Then, I forecheck like crazy~~ especially when partner with Hampus (most of the time)..ade jugak la aku buat silap sekali, give away kat team lawan, sbb confuse dgn member sendiri..DX

aku skate tak henti2 mase lawan dorang..Dx
then, ade satu kali aku partner dgn Seng lam satu shift, kitorang dapat peluang depan goal 3-4 kali, urgghh.. seingat aku la.. dier pass kat aku dpn goal.. tapi aku terlepas.. then, akhirnya peluang sampai jugak~~

Seng skate, sorang team lawan kacau dier.. pusing kearah board, pass kat aku yg wide open (sebab tak de org kacau aku, so assume wide open).aku skate sideways ke sebelah kanan. betul2 one on one dpn goalie. He score to the glove side of the goalie and he scores!!~~
Betapa happynya aku pada masa itu.. Hush..~ perasaan yg tak boleh digambarkan yang mana sangat berbeza dgn perasaan goal mase final liga hoki season lepas.

Nasib baik la umi upah kak Lela a.k.a profesional photographer utk snap gamba aku.. (walaupon tak tahu yg mana satu yg ok tpi at least there's one than nothing).

ade jugak satu time tu, dgn skate to the puck, aku dgn lawan aku. aku just puck the puck ke board dan melepasi seorg dan dari tempat yg sama, lwan tu boleh poke check.. Bapak arr terer.. hampir lepas 2 org.. Dx.. masuk bench, Kim cakap good job..*agak bangga dan semangat makin naik yg mana membuatkan aku score tuk team.

kitorang kalah 8-1 lam game tu.. tapi kitorang sgt2 puas hati sebab dpt main dgn org yg dah main selama 15 tahun hoki ais dan juga main utk INTERNATIONAL divison.. dan org yg aku score tu, Goalie tu dah berumur 50 TAHUN.. Dx .. cuma aku sorang je yg boleh score..~~ nak simpan memori ni dalam ingatanku~

1st Malaysia Ice Hockey Tournament

2009-09-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

A lot had happened during the one week time before the tournament start.
I had to really take care of my body since I want to play in the tournament.
My mom told me in advance, "Umi tok se wi abe maing kalu game abe main maso poso"
Dx..
I checked the schedule to confirm and YES!! it's all at night.

The 1st game against Wildcat is on Wednesday at 9p.m
The 2nd game against Hong Kong Hitmen in on Friday at 9p.m
The 3rd game against Inferno Ice in on Friday too at 11p.m (2games in a day)

What I feel on Wednesday "eh, dah hari tournament rupanya"

And~ the puck dropped on the center ice.

What I eat for the game is, something like rice.. I forgot.
But, It was tired like hell. Edmunt asked me, "hakimin kenape dgn u?"
I said "Penat"
then, for the whole game, I can't perform because of what I eat for buka puasa
Dx..Edmunt also keep asking me, "penat ke? penat ke?"

My teammates on the Wednesday are,
1st line:Allan,Seng,Vince
2nd:me (defend),Hampus, Edmunt
3rd:Crist.David,Jerry,Nick

we got 4 defenders and 6 Forwards..

The score was 8-0

Later that night, I talked about how me and my sister performed.. two words, one world, YOU SUCKS !!

Heart Breaks Into Pieces

2009-08-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

When I first heard about what she said, I though she wasn't serious and I though that she's on her PMS. But then, I remember her period still got 2 weeks to come.

Oh Fuck!!~

2009-08-27T08:19:00.002+08:00

5 more days until the puck drop on the center of the ice,
This will be a very thrilling match between countries around the world,
and now we got team list from aunt Susan,
You gotta say that these are interesting teams here.

For international division;

Jakarta Dragons

Singapore Manimals

Singapore Rusty Blades

Hong Kong Tigers

Kuala Lumpur Cobras

Kuala Lumpur Tigers

For Asian Division;

Dexion Wildcats

Hong Kong Hitman

Malaysia Warriors

Malaysia Inferna Ice

Youth

Bantam

Dexion Slayers

Malaysia Ice Bears

Malaysia Hurricanes

Pee Wee

Malaysia Metro Stars

Singapore Ice Dragons

Squirts

Malaysia Metro Stars

Singapore Ice Dragons

Novice

Malaysia Dexion Wildcubs

Singapore Ice Dragons

My team, Warriors gonna play in Asian Division, we'll meet with the 2 others Malaysian's team, that Wild cat and Inferna Ice.
Other than that, We'll meet awesome team from Hong Kong. If not mistaken, they are the treat for UAE team in world 5 tournament for 3 years in a row.

Get Serious Time

2009-08-22T03:22:00.002+08:00

Aku bercerita start dengan hoki pdang,

Hoki padang dah ade coach baru... tapi.. dier tak pernah dtg ke training ground kitorang walaupon sekali...

Aku plan nak buat hoki league..

3 on 3 kat green court hb 4.. mungkin start sem depan la kot.. sbb tak de paperwork lagi...
sambil promote nanti.. sambil recruit member baru..

Alvim sekarang dah fed up dgn perangai member kelab.So, dier nak nama semua yg tak mo main and pass to mr ape tah... lupe nama..

Ice hockey,

3-5 september 2009..akan ade tournament 3 on 3 jugak kat sunway...
aku sebagai salah satu player dlm team warrior akan bermain dlm tournament tu.. tapi aku tak pasti team aku termasuk lam team bantam ke atau team seniors.

Yang paling bestnya ialah, tournament tu berlangsung pada bulan puasa~~~
esok start puasa btw.. *melompat keriangan..

Aku berazam nak buat ibadah byk2.. nak clear dosa2 aku yang lama.. aku akan buat yg termampu... XD

Aku tengok blog org lain, tgk gamba orang lain.. terlintas kat fikiran aku, dorang semua ade gamba cool dorang, ade gamba yang menceritakan 1001 cerita.. tapi aku tak de satu pon gamba yang boleh menceritakan 1001 cerita... sangat menyedihkan..

p/s: terdesak nak gamba yang boleh menceritakan 1001 cerita.. >:

Perfection

2009-08-14T17:41:00.004+08:00

If you ask me,
I'd go for perfection.. Now, Im not saying saying Im perfect because,im not.
and i never gonna be, none of us are.
But, as a team.. In a team.. WE WILL BE PERFECT..
with all due to respect.. if it is ok with you..
WE WILL CONTINUE TO LEARN THIS SEASON,
WE WILL CONTINUE TO WIN THIS SEASON,
WE WILL CONTINUE WHAT WE LEFT,
AND AIM FOR PERFECTION.

DX

2009-08-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

bosan giler sial

2009-08-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gW_B1izXkGk

No Label

2009-08-09T12:10:00.001+08:00

Kerinduan

2009-08-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

Cuti seminggu dah 3 hari bermula
aku kat sini dah terasa rndu kat korang semua

Malam hari isnin jam 10++

Sarah msg aku, dier ckp habes la aku.. aku ingtakan ape
rupanya nenek dier berkenan kat aku...
Dx
then aku seb baik mak dier tak nampak aku.. dier ckp mak dier pon dah nampak
2-2 ckp aku ni hensem sebab tgk gamba aku cma m.daud kilau

o.o

then aku tanya, mak dier tak cakap pape ke kat remy?
mak dier cakap dier tak hensem
o.o

aku agak happy laa tapi in the mean time aku kurang happy sebab yang berkenan mak atau nenek ajaaa...
yang muda2 single ni tak berkenan

o.o

Loneliness

2009-08-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

I dont know whyi feel lonely..

sorry guys and girls

i appreciate all of you and i'm sorry if i hurt your feeling

i'm gonna keep quite if you all dont like what im doing and ill try to improve myself better..

i feel like want to go to the other place and rest peacefully there

Hoki Ais...Hoki Padang...

2009-08-01T15:38:00.001+08:00

Aku dah terasa amat malas sekali untuk bermain hoki ais ataupon hoki padang.. hmmm
sebab?

-tak de transport
-bosan tak de kawan yg boleh kita share interest ni

nanti aku listkan banyak lagi sebab

exercise in computer graphic 1 class

2009-07-30T16:47:00.006+08:00

Boredom

2009-07-29T02:05:00.003+08:00

Trip to Pangkor Island

2009-07-25T03:19:00.002+08:00

Terasa ingin pergi..tapi apakan dayaku.. cuma dpt berharap korang enjoy semasa trip ke sana dan jgn overacting sampai lupa segala-galanya..

x)

I hope you guys gimme some souvenir... I just want that you guys enjoy yourself to the fullest.. this is once in the lifetime bebeh

BOn Odori

2009-07-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Macam2 yang aku boleh lihat kat Bon Odori...

XD..

Minah jepon yang kurang lawa.. tapi dorang sopan santun..menarik perhatian sungguh..XD

sambung nanti...

Kesedihan yg melampau

2009-07-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

Aku berasa sgt2 sedih sebab aku sgt sgt pokai ...Sigh.. nk emo jaop

Birthday!!~

2009-07-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

Aku menyambut birthday Sarah dgn Happynya...

Still menunggu gamba dari kawan kawan dgn sabarnya

akhirnya dapat jugak makan kek daim walaupon sikit...

Sorry Sarah, sebab hadiah kami tak seberapa.. Cloud versi boleh tahan laa..X)

nanti nak sambut Birthday Tasha x) 27 July 2009.. be prepare

Mase Birthday Sarah, Kitorang telah invite Mr.H Sarah A.K.A REMI ratatouile(gurau aje)

Ramai jugak yang datang... Pika, Ida,Jiran sarah,Mr.H, Wani, Shafiq, Azhan, Ridzuan, Paez..

Happy jugak walaupon aku agak penat hari tu.. x)

Nothing To Say

2009-07-07T10:38:00.003+08:00

Seminggu ni, aku tak pergi skating langsung sebab Skate Malaysia tgh berlangsung.. aku rasa agk free hmmm...

Semalam Isnin 6.7.2009, aku menolong Fiqa untuk jaga booth..Emina club...

Hari ni pukul 12-1 pagi, aku chat ngan Satwin camne nak hidupkan balik kelab hoki..

biarla aku tak dapat main hoki padang,
biarlah aku tak reti main hoki padang
biarla aku hanya tgk org main dari jauh dan hanya menjadi supporter

Asalkan kelab hoki di MMU ni hidup..

Aku nak guna no celcom aku balik sebab aku dah banyak menyusahkan mak aku membayar bil telefon.. hurrngg tapi aku akan on no maxis pada waktu aku tido takut2 kalau ade pape hal

Tiredness

2009-06-23T09:43:00.003+08:00

Sejak kebelakangan ni aku selalu merasakan kepenatan yang melampau.. walaupon aku dah berehat.. walaupon aku tak buat apa2

selalu ade masalah nak bangun pagi sebab aku berasakan badan aku lenguh dan sangat berat nak bangun..

Mungkin, aku ade masalah kesihatan.. hmm... malas nak pikir bukan bukan... terasa nak sambung tido selepas bangun dengan payahnyaPs: Ade customer mak cakap aku nampak cam orang korea

Roomate Baru LoL

2009-06-22T09:23:00.001+08:00

Dapat bilek baru mmg awesome tambahan lagi kat bwah ngah hahaha...

Roomate? sorang aku tak jumpe lagi tapi sorang lagi second year FOE.. takut tempat tinggi..ngaah

Kepenatan Yang Melampau

2009-06-15T19:15:00.003+08:00

Hurng...

semalam (Jumaat) penat menggila babi sampai lutut aku terasa longgar dan nak tercabbut setiap kali aku berjalan..Sigh...

Hari ni aku ke mmu untuk settle a few things. Aku dapat asrama so, tak lah membazir sangat duit minyak kete setiap kali nak ke kelas...

I'm alone... watching all people attend the class when they pass with flying colour..Sigh.. I failed to pass the MDF.. maybe i just made of failure.. and im sick of that.. I feel like i'm old.. and useless............. because i suppose to make it through but..sigh.

Rasa cam aku telah sakitkan hati seseorang tanpa aku sedari..Sigh

Semalam, masuk surat khabar metro ahad..ahaahaa...rasa cam bangga pon ade la gak sket sket sbb aku dapat beritahu org lain yang aku suka sport ni..

persepsi org terhadap hoki ais.."sukan tu bahaya la sebab langgar langgar"

kalau ko main dgn budak umo 10 tahun.. mane nak datang bahyenye kat engkau..

I Failed

2009-06-11T16:48:00.003+08:00

Dalam masa 2 minggu ni, aku ingat nak pergi buat fisioterapi.. tapi.. malangnya aku tolong mak aku sampai tak de masa untuk aku sendiri buat rehab utk lutut aku. Tapi, at least aku boleh buat urutan ala thai kat arokaya,Sunway.. Lepas buat, lutut aku, badan aku terus rasa ringan.

Kerja Kerja Kerja.. kepenatan yang melampau.. Sigh..

Seb baik ade kucing.. leh aku tibai kucing mak aku bernama Asap..

Result keluar hari ni.. aku lepas untuk semua subjek tapi.. CGPA aku cuma meningkat 0.3 point jer.. Sigh.. it seem so near yet so far to achieve 3 pointer..

I failed.. in academic..Aku tak dapat masuk beta walhal semua kawan2 aku dah masuk.. ini kali ke2 aku fail..

Sejak kebelakangan ni pon aku tak boleh mengawal emosi aku.. *sigh..

Aku tak boleh kawal nafsu, emosi.. Basically, aku tak de improvement..

P/s: I could feel the tension.Mak aku bekerja kuat tuk keluarga... Sigh..I need an improvement in myself

Goal mase FInal

2009-05-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

I somehow feel like Im a piece of shit

2009-05-28T19:56:00.006+08:00

Adik tersayang

Attemp to score in 2nd period on Final

Team champion ngan metro star interview or sort of.. best defenceman Vincent Lo

Dengan Abah toK

Terima Medal

O3O.. Mengejar Johnson.. Aku semakin hilang skill defend aku...

Mengejar puck bersama Clearence.. Dua2 aku tak dpt amik puck

..Me..

Mama

Ahaha.. Adik!! Work harder and smarter for Champion and best forward next season..
Nak train adik jadi lagi baik dari aku..

Come On!! GIve It To Me Baby

Yang pakai baju pink tudung hitam tu.. tingginya 177 cm.. last year 175cm..kakaknya 173 cm

K...

Ida dan Adik

O3P

You "see" something?

my plainself

Photo shoot.. huhuhahahaha... hari playoff div 1

2009-05-22T02:57:00.008+08:00

Siapakah orang yang paling aku sayang? Of course la mak yang pertama

Sian uncle Hanif.. kene suspend 4 game..

Umi ngan Adik

Vincent partner hoki.. Lol

Edwart tgh makan ayam

Wolf

Abah tertarik ngan camera.. lol..sampai begitu sekali

Abah

Roomate (faez)

=A=

Behold!!~ The sexy pose~

Ida~ Tau la tengah layan "porn".Tak perlu la camtu sekali..( Tengah study English tuk exam)

Concentration

Group photo

Close-up Syera

Close-up Ida

Tasha

Ape la korang wat ni?

uh oh

O.o.. Ida nampak cam playgirl..

Air Barbican boleh buat aku rasa cam mabuk walaupon air tu tak beralkohol..=____=

Betapa penatnya mukaku ini

Sexy pose~

-Headshot-

Exam week

2009-05-20T05:35:00.002+08:00

A lot of stress and alot of tension..Dx

Assignment cg tak siap lagi..

Hari ni kul 2.30 ade exam..

tido kul 2 terjaga kul 3.. try tido balik tak boleh.. sejam atas katil dgn mata terbukak..

*sigh... badan sangat3 letih.. tp tak leh tido..

Fucking Awesome

2009-05-14T13:27:00.002+08:00

LAst night game... It happens again.. The thing that my mom fear it will happen...

I blocked a shot.. that was a wrist shot.. the puck hit my shin just between my shin guard and my skate.. the right leg... last time it was left knee... Fucking awesome.. I was sent to hospital because I fainted last time... Last night?

I was stading at the defensive blue line when Velasco make slap shot.. I was thinking to block with my stick but he shoot right to me.. A Slap Shot.. Dx.. man!! fucking awesome.. the puck hit my right knee right above my patella if not mistaken.. I fell on the ice after that.. i hear the whistle and then, Alvin come to me says.."relax" and turn my body.. and he take off my helmet..

I try to catch my breath.. relax.. I dont want same thing to happen at me again.. I tried to relax and then, Warren and Alvin help me to get up and get out from the ice.. then, soon after I get up.. I start to see black like someone close the light slowly..I was like "huh?" then, I fell again...

I was shaking when I was on the ice.. I try to control but I couldn't.. I heard Bazli said "He's shaking"..LOL!! Gary then said "Someone get the strecther (not sure how to spell)".

Control my breath... Bazli was trying to lift my head up but I kinda push him away to let me breath better... Then,I try to get up again.. .. XD.. at the door i saw ah seng bring the strecher with someone.. ounldnt see the face..

After all that, Warren come to me,"Now,You're a hockey player".LOL."The girls like what happen?what happen? you say to them I'm the hero, he shoot and I block in front of him" .LOL.
Warren says im the hero last night and mom ask me why he keep telling I'm the hero? I told her..

There's three situation,
1st, A forward shoot the puck the puck goes into the net
2nd, The forward shoot the puck and goalie save it
3rd, Forward shoot the puck and the defemder come and block the shoot

1st,The forward is hero
2nd, the goalie is the hero
3rd, The defender is the hero..

I'm the third one.. then she's like..OHHH~~

P/s:Next time if you're injured,don't let anyone touch you.Try to calm down because you're in shock state.Catch your breath and control it and you're ok.

After at,at 3 a.m.. I realise lil sis leave the laptop at the ice rink along with my stick.. WTF!!
thank god Alvin has it. Tomorrow I'll get the laptop.

game 9 may

2009-05-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

Well well well, here we at last on this blog again...

this week's game was a hell of excitement and wow.. it really like a playoff game..
My target today was "I wanna make sure I do what I should do and keep improving" and surely my target today was actually wrong.. wrong mindsetting.. Dx

I start the game as 1st line defencement and I take left side ( I quite enjoy playing the left side.. ahah) . Gary made Christ as my partner.. oh Christ.. my long lost partner.. Im actually more confidence with Christ..hehe.. and The puck dropped on the center of ice... I thought Im doing well.. cause I dont want to let the puck into the goal.. After the 1st shift, I went to the bench and I saw the 1st and the 2nd goal was scored by Clearence.. WTF man!!...

Then,On my shift.. Im feel like.. What is happening in the ice although I feel like Im some sort of taking control.. and now the score 2 - nothing.. I tried to assist my team by standing on the blue line where I suppose to be and..... I failed.. when the puck when to Ajib and he just counter attacking us... I busted my ass and I forgot the can slap shot the puck.. FROM THE BLUE LINE!! and he score while I standing in front of him.. After that, Im actually trembling.. Never in my life before..

Then, on the secong half.. I wanna try my best to assist the team.. that was my mind setting on the second half..not much to talk about here..and lets go to the third period.. On this period my mind setting changed to "I want to win this game!! I want to win this game and take all the chances"

On this period, there was 3 times if I remember, We were on penalty kill.. and I was on the 1st line penalty kill.. and I think I did good.. I did assist my goalie.. and I did become the last man defencemen ( Im on caution mode as there were khairil and Ajib on my line.. and later, there were clearence and Brandon[ Im not actually afraid of them because I know the trick behind the sleeves.. Hehe] I did save a hell lot of the exciting and woah..heart breaking moment..because we were on short handed a quite lot of times.. then, on this period I "scored" a goal on the Ken..( although he's not very good goalie but.. Hey, I scored against Clearence team right? and Im a defenceman)

I will remember the time when I score this goal.. It was face-off on the left toward the lift.. Hampus was taking the face-off.. along with him was Ah seng.. and my partner,Christ... I told myself.. "Don't screw it..Don't screw it". The puck dropped on the ice, I was like, knew Hampus will give it to me and puck touches my stick.. If it was in the movie, It will go on slow motion. ahaha.. the puck flew off my stick and hit on Hampus's back and "Oh Shit, Does he hurt?" and I heard the crowd cheering on my back... \(*w*)/\(*o*)/\(*A*)/.. I scored the goal but how's Hampus?.. seems like he's ok..Phew.. My most trusted forwards.. ahaha.. I "scored" a beauty but..I actually get an assist.. This is the 2nd time I hurt my teamate (forward) on my attemp to score.. 1st was Edmunt,twice.. he's so proud when he get the blue colour on his skin (lebam).. He was saying "Sekarang saya tau shot you kuat jugak"

It was written #20 assisted.. *sigh.. what can I do.. I gotta take the chance next time when I play the game..

After I score,I went to the bench and Gary said, "Tengok, bile you amik chances you score kan?" Seng chee was watching my whole game said to me,"good job Hakimin". "Thank You"..

p/s: The most exciting game I played so far.. even Div 1 can't challenge it.. =w=...
I asked Gary, why can't I play
as a forward? he said I never take any chance when I get one...and Im already very good at playing defend, Yes, Im fast.. but he rather has a fast defenceman that defence than having NHL like forward scoring 23-nothing but, defensive is very very weak...hmmm..that's true..

Next time I play.. I play to win.. ~|This Is My Moment, I Gonna Live Every Shift|~

Imma Show Who I Am..

2009-05-07T00:26:00.003+08:00

Game hari ni... Patrick kene slash kat muke... ahaahaa... so, berlaku la pendarahan kat bawah muka dier... ehee

I want to let all my potential out in these up coming games..

~|Live Every Shift|~

owo Me,Me,Me

2009-05-01T17:18:00.003+08:00

Jump Up And Down and movve it all around~

2009-05-01T12:15:00.003+08:00

After I post the previous blog..
My devilish mind and angelic mind starts to argue.. somehow they get along very well and agree on this..

Devilish:Quit.. Quit.. Quit.. HEHEHE... Put all yer damn effort into waste..
Angelic:Yeah, Everything you play hockey, your knee will get hurt. Just relax for a while,will ya?
Devilish: Hoi!!.. Ko pehal nak same ngan aku? Main hoki balik!! Until yer break yer bones n yer Die!..
Angelic: =_= .. If you really want to play hockey.. Show your passion.. Don cha eva gib up on anything you do..
Devilish: Ahh!! quit gawking.. Yer know yer d0n get anything "good" from hocky ya know..
Angelic: Shut yer trap you F^(%#*!@ B!@#$%^&
Devilish: O.O... ... Who are you? ...
Angelic: Well, I'm his inner self of course.. Who are you?
Devilish: Some spirit come here to kacau-kacau.. then leave a trail of poop.. :D ";...;"
Angelic: *spray ridsect..

Note:Neba Eba Gib Up Bebeh!! GO me Go me.. yeah yeah!! malam ni cari saloonpas..

I feel like killing everybody

2009-04-30T13:11:00.001+08:00

Just not in the mood to update my blog and also.. nothing interesting to talk abut really

Epic!!

Aku rase cam nak stop jer hoki..*sigh

mau makan

I feel like..

2009-04-25T13:30:00.002+08:00

*sigh...

I feel like killing people....

Seriously...

1st I wanna shoot that person's leg.. then shoot the another leg...

Then shoot the hand.. after that, the arms.....

For the eyes.. I use salt.. then i poke them with my hands...

For the head... I let some animal to finish it..

*sigh...

Gamba from the stars paper

2009-04-23T01:42:00.004+08:00

Mak kesayanganku.. :D

Try Bawak puck solo2... *sigh
BAng BAng BOOM~~

Asl Aku ngan Gary diri camtu? Tak leh blah
Mase ni tgh menahan dari muntah.. sampai terjatuh..=_______=
Clearing the puck
Aku rase Nak TERKAM org.. huhuhahahaha
REady!! Ready!!!
PEnat..
Berebut puck ngan Aris..

..TwT..

2009-04-23T01:35:00.003+08:00

Terharu dalam masa yg sama sedih...

Terharu... sebab ade org amek gamba.. org yg tak dikenali mengambil gambaku...

Sedih... sebab memaksa badan sebab minat yang melampau terhadap hoki....

It better prevent than cure right?

BUt then, Im not the one who just sit and do nothing at all... also, I discovered, I can't run but i can skate... because... I feel pain when I run but not skating...

*sigh... Who am I to you? Somebody or nobody?

My leg says to me.. "hey!! C'mon you know i'm not well right? stop forcing me"
My Body says "Man, I just vomit..But what you did? Nooothingg~"
My mind says "I can't concentrate you god damn it!! Lemme rest for a while"
My instict says " Bah~ They're stupid.. c'mon push yerself.. stop being sissy"

My body and my mind almost.. almost shut down at the skating rink... Sigh.. isn't it's a good thing? but i can't cause my mom is there..

My Legs...

2009-04-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

SCREW YOU HOCKEY!!!

!@#e$r%

..OwO..

2009-04-20T08:40:00.002+08:00

18 April 2009
Game Warriors against Team Cleareance

Line 1:forward:Ah seng , Hampus,Edmund(last period)
Defend:Aku ngan Vincent

Line 2:Forward: k.hilda,Edmund,Adilah,David
Defend:Nik,Christ

Hari ni Aku minum 1 redbull, 2 Livita.. sebab aku terasa sangat penat sebab kaki aku sakit..tgh hari, petang, malam..

Aku tido kul 3 pagi bangun kul 5 pagi.. wooo... sebab semalam ade friendly match against budak sekolah perempuan under 15 ngan under 18, sure we lost 5-3 but,we're having fun and learning from this match.. Sat mengamok sebab pressure.. sian dier

Kul 7, telepon Sarah sebab pas match dier cakap nak wat fitness.. start kul 8 habes kul 8.30 pagi... OwO.. Sarah cpt pancit... =_=.. dier punya fitness ngan stamina same cam Satwin..hmm.. Then, aku take a nap kul 10.30 pagi tak silap.. *sigh, dah lame aku tak mimpi sesuatu.. kali ni aku mimpi tapi mimpi ni pelik nak mampos..

Kul 4 gi siapkan cover manga.OwO kul 5lebih dah siap.. Thank You IDA!!~ XD.. cam dah expect last-last dier gk kene tolong..*sigh

mak amek gi hoki, tak sempat jadi ref but that's ok..

Game start, 1 period.. gary ade terangkan sesuatu sebelom game, tapi aku tak paham.. =A=.. aku cume dgr defend kene aktif, kene support forward.. FULLY support.. hmm..

Game kali ni aku boleh cakap aku performing well.. better than previous games.Aku mind setting minda aku utk score goal.. 1 period aku tak wat byk sangat (kot) sebab tak penat..

2nd period, Aku ade byk peluang.. aku ade assist lam period ni.. aku tak ingat camne aku approch, sedar2 je aku dah kat corner kat ngan pintu zamboni masuk.. aku aim, shoot kat goal tapi malangnya, terkena kaki Johnson tak silap, then bounce kat Vincent.Vincent shoot and he scores.

Then, ade sekali aku stay lame nak mampos.Gary cakap aku stay selama 3 minit.. =A=.. patut la kaki aku rase nak meletop.Pastu, aku masuk sekali lagi.Defending, Tah camne dapat puck, aku turn tgk ade ruang kosong nak mampos dpn aku sebelah kiri.Aku pon ape lagi serbu je la, buat tak endah kat forward.Dengan lajunya aku masuk, bawak puck ke sebelah kiri, di asak oleh musuh. Then, aku terdengat bunyi teamate aku mintak puck kat bahagian depan goal.Tanpa melengahkan masa, aku pass tapi dipintas oleh musuh aku..Sigh.. SKATE,SKATE,SKATE!! DEFEND!!

Then,Sekali lagi; teamate aku bawak puck,Masuk lam offensive zone.Battle dpn net, pastu, tak silap aku ade org cam try nak clear pucck tuh tp tak kuat, aku kat position kiri lam game ni, terus amek peluang utk menguasai puck tu, aku just try bawak puck dgn sebelah tgn, tangan kanan aku try protect badan aku dgn menolak opponent ke tepi.Aku masuk dgn bagi kiraan aku, agak perlahan dan aku terus kee goal dan shoot puck sambil aku terduduk atas punggung aku.Puck naik ke atas keeper,kat sebelah tgn kanan yg memegang stick hoki. Dan HE SCORES!!.. 1 assist and 1 goal.. and the goal was no one assisting me..

3rd period, aku main cam.. tah la, cam nak kate blur tak gk.. in fact seluruh game tuh, aku cume gune subconcious mind aku.Dier cam, it's in our blood. Kite tau ape kite patut buat, ape kerje kite,ape kerje teamate kite, ape strategi kite.. Lam 3rd period ni aku cume ingat yg aku shoot si Edmunt 2 kali.. ROFL.. mmg salah dier la tak face the play.1st aku tak perasan (tapi dier cakap),aku shoot aiming kat goal post,kene kat lutu sebelah kanan. then, puck tu gi kat sebelah bahagian zone yg aku jaga,bahagian kanan mase tu..Edmunt battle for the puck, gain posession of the puck and then dier nampak aku kasi puck kat aku.. Aku tanpa berfikir,=A=.. shoot stail wrist shoot right foot.. sebab aku 2 kali kat tempat yg same berturut2,shoot wrist shoot wrong foot.. agk lambat la.. then, puck naik ke atas kene kat belakang lutut kiri Edmunt, pastu Edmunt pon ape lagi, menjerit ADOI!!.. reaksi aku plak.. seb baik aku tak gelak berguling2.. mmg lawak nak mampos..aku terignore kejap game tu.. ckp sori kat Edmunt.. ahahaha...

Pastu, ade sekali aku clear puck.. hampir2 kene Warren.. aku bukan sengaja..LOL.. mase game stop sbb off-side.. Warren dtg kat aku ckp, kalau aku wat lagi;dier akan kasi cam penalty utk aku..OwO.. keh keh keh.. game paling best lam season ni..mase period 3, aku parring ngan Nik..period 1 & 2, aku parring ngan Vincent.Pastu, ade gk sekali, aku agk terlebih keatas ( sbb opponent tgh atk).. Teamate aku cm terpoke puck tuk pastu puck dtg ke arah aku.. Uncle Lau kat sebelah kiri aku.. aku tolak puck ke depan, pastu Skate dgn aggresivenya ke arah goal.. goalie keluar sket dari post dier, aku terasa cam off-balnce secara tetiba.. aku cam tau-tau je..O.o... cam instict yg aku akan jatuh.. mase goalie charging tu.. aku tolak puck ke arah 45 darjah ke kanan.. dpt melepasi goalie.. and then aku off-balance, mase tu.. aku nampak puck mase aku on the air and aku tolak puck tu and I miss the open net.. aku tersalah shoot terlebih ke kiri sikit jer... ARRGGHHH!!! then aku berguling2..aku get up,tanpa fikir pape.. just cam ade magnet menarik aku utk pergi ke defend.. mase tu Hampus dpt puck, mase aku cross over ke sebelah kiri, aku ternampak puck dtg dgn agk laju ke arah aku..aku cm stunted sket, tapi stick still on the ice.terlepas sebab not really on the ice.. aku berkejar utk kearah puck yg mase tu kat sebelah kanan.. blind shooting,mase tu just ingat, nak create oppoturnity by shoot and get the rebound.. then, bler opponent dpt puck, game stop... pastu puck di letakkan kat tgh.. aku ingatkan goal sebab seingat aku tak nampak cam goal.. Pastu aku tanya a Hampus, Dier ckp penalty shoot... DDDDX.. OH !@#$%.. aku kene amik? OwO.. Sweet.. tapi aku miss the oppoturnity utk score sbb aku tak der confident tuk score...

Match berkesudahan dgn 7-1..
Seng Chee tak abes2 cheer up.. lol.. sbb suare dier paling kuat ngan aku leh cam..LOL.. sure org lain aku tak cam.. Then, dier cakap asl aku tak try forward?.. Gary tak kasi camne nak men forward =A= ...dier cakap,aku ade cam.. ape org kate tu... alaaa...cm ade talent... (I doubted that).. kalu ade talent, asl Gary tak kasi aku men forward? lol....

20 April 2009,
Aku rasa cam aku training lam salji.. berkabus tak nampak pape..
Aku terfikir kenape aku main hoki padang tak macam aku main hoki ais.. bile aku fikir balik baru aku tau kenape.. sbb environment.I like the chilly cold environment.. *sigh.. It give me trills and excitement.. everything is about environment.. semangat aku ade tapi tak cukup utk hoki padang.. semalam sabtu, Sarah cakap dier sakit seluruh badan tp improving berbanding hari sebelomnya sebab at least semalam cume sakit kat perut jer. Semalam ingatkan nak keluar skating tapi tak jadi sebab aku lambab sampai. =A= .. baru blk dari ISN kot. Then, kitorang cuma berjalan2 kat sunway jer. Sarah, Pika, Aku, Ida, Rini.

oh oh oh.. Mase blk dari sunway.. on the way ke car park, aku, Rini ngan Ida terserempak ngan street musician, =w= dorang mainkan jenis lagu yang aku ske.. XD .. I had my fun and now here i am stuck with a bunch of assignment..

I'm So Fucking Tired and I Can't Sleep

2009-04-16T02:19:00.002+08:00

Ohh Fuck!!

I'm so tired after play ice hockey.. and yet here I am

I can't sleep, I can't feel My Body anymore..

about ice hockey game.. Yeah, We fucked their asses.. last week, they said to us..(not really) we are better than this asses..

we won 7-3...

I don't perform today and I feel like dying and regretting because I can't perform well.. My knees, both of them are in pain now...

Will update later..

Hoki Ais Dan Hoki Padang

2009-04-14T16:15:00.002+08:00

Dulu mase aku baru masuk hoki padang aku rase takut nak main sebab lepas aku injured kat kaki pastu terus masuk hospital, aku terus phobia...

Pade hemat korang la kan... hoki padang ke hoki ais yg lagi bahye?

sebab last week, ade seko mamat saleh ni dier shoot pastu puck terus melayang kat celah kangkang aku.. seb baik ade ball guard ngan stick.. puck tu kene stick aku.. sket jer lagi nak kene "bola" kesayangan aku.. O>O .. jangan gelak.. pastu lak .. aku kene shoot bertubi2 sbb main sbg defenderkan of course ko kene "mati" dulu baru la goalie yg "mati".. Shit.. .. ade satu time puck kene stick pastu kene chest pad patu kene kat betol2 kat bawah visor aku...

O>O.. then ini hoki padang, berkait dgn defender jugak.. ade sorang member,Ida. Jadi panda 2 kali.. XD.. XD.. 1st ade sorang minah gi angkat bola, pastu bola kene mate dier... O3O then, next tournament, Dier kene shoot ngan kakak ex-national team.well, at least accepted la sket.. ahaks.. still kene mate dier.. then kebanyakan aku kene shoot kat kaki.. DX

Mane lagi bahye? well, pada hemat aku.. Its sport, so.. mesti la ade risikonyakan? kalau tak der risiko, tak best la sport tu.. bukankah begitu?

Ice Hockey Match

2009-04-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

We've put a good fight and the result's better than before although we lost 8-0 but compared to before 16-0?..

I give my all for 3 periods and man.. I feel like vomiting .. almost throw out.. it's be in my memory that someone shoot the puck and I'm in front of him .. not actually blocking but just do my job and try to intercept him but damn.. he shoot, the puck hit my hit, off to my chest pad and straight to my visor.. and I could feel the puck pass trough my mouth.. It's hurts but just for a while.. XD

Today's game.. we were short handed as we only have 7 people that's including me.. 3 defender and 4 forwards

the only person who come were Me, Vincent, Nik, Ahseng, Ajib, Khai, Edmunt..

We play hard and give our best today.. Man.. I almost score twice.. there's goes like.. 1st ajib take the puck inside and straight to the goalie but he fell and I just being my job try to support the offense and get the dead puck in front of the goalie and shoot it as soon as I get the puck but the main problem is I rushed and shoot it to the goalie's chest.. My accuracy!! where is my accuracy when I need it?

Then there 2nd is Khai get the puck and hold it and try to protect the puck at the blue line of defense and then I saw Ah seng if I not mistaken, went to the middle but the middle was packed with defender and I try to support Khai and go to the right side and ask for the puck.. and thanks Khai.. he gave it to me but I screw it a little.. because the defender almost get the puck but I hit the puck and it hit the defender's stick , flew over him and here comes the goalie.. charging straight to the puck and try to cover it but I manage to let it off and there's the open net and I screw it by falling down.. Damn

Although we lost 8-0 but it was satisfying as we mark our men and we do our individual work and lastly, we play as a team.. although Sarah said that our team weren't aggressive enough.. I do think that is true also.. I'm not regretting a little bit at all because I play my best and there..

Then, when I got back to hostel.. Paez in Emo mood.. Lol What The FUCK boy? who are you angry with? say it direct.. although I do feel like it's my fault for asking Sarah and Tasha to come along to sunway when they have crucial meeting.. and I make them to skip it.. Ngeh~~ XD
Sorry.. Pika!! what the hell happen?

Tournament

2009-04-07T03:20:00.002+08:00

What can I say? we improve but still not enough.. what the hell? 1 step oh the field is like 3 steps on the turf.. fucking tired..

My knees.... uhhh... doesnt show any progress at all... maybe i need to see ronald...

training for ice hockey.. ahaha.. seng chee is worked up for project kazakstan.. many didnt come because of discipline problem and that goes to field hockey too..

Sat asked me to personally coach him for fitness.. ahaha... his fitness is way way way below average person... seriously...

~|Reaching The Limits|~

2009-04-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm Just At My Limit And Still Pushing It.. Sometimes Almost Break The Limit.. But Damn It Seriously Sucks...

My knee, I just wondering when will it heal.. It took a lot of my energy and im always.. always.. in tiring mood but I just dont want to show in front of anybody else..even if I show that I'm at my limits it'll just looks like I'm emotional but seriously I just reached my physical and mental limits..

This time I'm seriously at my limits and I'll try my best to stay away from it..

P/s:I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me..

Ketidak puashati...

2009-03-29T19:29:00.002+08:00

Auhhhhhh......

mase tengah update blog ni aku tgh sakit kepala....

kelmarin aku sakit lutut sampai tak leh jalan..... uhhhhhh.... sakit sampai ke dalam mata....

Cuti trimester tak leh nak wat pape... nak waat df bilek bersepah... kemas2 bersepah balik gara2 blek tido aku telah dijadikan ruang tamu oleh mak aku....

hari jumaat aku start sakit kaki bahagian lutut..... hari ni jugak family besarr aku dapat... aku rase benci.. =______________________________=

Dengan sakit lutut, pastu tak leh gi hoki... pastu kene kemas rumah sampai nak mati..... pastu.... aaaaaahhhhhh satwin mintak aku jadi coach utk hoki padang.... aku terima... tapi ramai yg tamau turun mungkin sebab tengok aku ni junior lagi lam hoki padang... passing pon tak betol pastu.. hit pon tak kuat... drag pon bola ternaik.... hish.... mase tengah cakap tu... aku terdengar cam dier cakap mintak jadi team manager... ape kerje team manager? aku tak nak!!!

!@#$% I lOVE HOCKEY!!!!

mase hari sabtu.. kuar la gi klcc.. aku ajak agak ramai la org.. tapi.. cume 2 org je yang datang... Ida ngan Rini jer....
0_____________________0

aku call tak jawab, aku msg tak balas...... memang tak puas hati... aku rase nak bawak korang gi ice rink, taruk korang kat tengah pastu skate laju2 lenyek korang.... hehehhehe ';..;'

Hokie Padang:~

Aku selalu tak puas hati ddengan prestasi hoki padang, sebab dorang main kadnag2 solo.. pastu mula la penat... ataupon baru lari 3 kali padang dah tercungap2... semangat dorang pon rendah...

satu hari training... aku tanye la Satwin.. "asal kiter tak wat fitness? sebab kite cepat penat bile kat tournament" pastu aku selit la pasal hoki ais....pastu tetibe je dier mintak aku jadi coach utk dorang... 1st memang la tak ramai nak ikot... ahahaha... aku tak kesah sebab aku ingat aku jadi untuk sehari jer...(FITNESS COACH ehh...)

Then lepas training, dier suh aku jadi permenant coach...O__________o siap nak mintak aku dobayar lagi... aku tak kesah sangat sebab aku wat secara sukarela... ahaha..kire bayaran tu bonus la....

lepas sekian lame... ade orang mintak aku wat basic drills sekali...hmmm.... aku dengar kate alvin yg nak buat.. so aku tak kesah sangat la.... aku secara tak sengaja teramek alih tempat alvin.. sori... xp

then, aku baru tau nape klau ade coach utk hoki padang... coach tu akan resign.... sebab kitorang tak berdisiplin.. termasuk aku sebab aku tak bgtau satwin walaupon aku ade no dier yg aku tak leh datang sbb sakit kaki...

PEMAIN MMU MAIN MACAM TAK DER SEMANGAT UNTUK SUKAN TU SENDIRI.... sebab kalau ade semangat untuk sukan tu.. dorang akan cari care utk improve dgn gi gim ker.. atau mas aku wat training fitness, dorang bersemangat... tapi, org yg mintak aku jadi coach FITNESS lak yg mintak aku kurangkan fitness...=_____________=

Balik lepas Satwin call aku, aku call dier balik nak confirm yang aku ni coach fitness ke coach skill.. dier cakap 2-2.... hmmmmm tak kesah sangat... TAPI!!! nak wat skill ape kalau tak fit? buat sikit dah penat... buat sikit dah penat... aishhh....

Ketidakpuas hati yg kedua....

(bace ngan suare mendatar)
aku tak leh nak wat df kat rumah... sbb terlalu banyak distraction
...1st mak aku yg memang tak kasi aku wat pape...2nd tv.., biler ade tv ade la ps... 3 computer..tau tau je la biler ade pc... 4........ vampire yg gigit aku ari tu... aku siap termimpi2 lagi do.... korang ingat aku tipu ade vampire?
aiseh....

Ketidak puas hati yang ketiga...

RINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nak rematch!!!!!!
membuatkan aku terpikir nape aku sangat tak gune lam hidup ni?
aaaaaaaaaaaa

Sakit, Sakit, Sakit...!! Lebam

2009-03-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

Recently I have had too much injuries either inside of my body or outside of my body... Ohhh Fcuk It!!

1st I had this injuries due to blocking Gary's and bazli's shot.. it took many weeks as I could remember and again... Edy came to my room and hurt my other hand; my right hand... I would go ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!! with just a touch.... Fcuk it!! MY WRIST!!~

2nd..my whole left leg feel like... ohh~ I'm actually carrying 20 tonne rock with me... then I figured out that it has to do with my nerve system on my back...

3rd.. my knee..1st is my right knee and also I figured out that it was my ligamen and my tendon..they kinda torned a bit... arrgg Fcuk...

then, after practice today,Field Hockey; I feel down cause my shoe betrayed me.=___=. Then. there goes my left knee along with it...uhhh....

Before, around 6 p.m; a really cute vampire came and hold me against the wall and bite my neck.....TWICE!!!! ARGGHHH!!!~ For the GOD sake.. My neck now has turned blue... Twice!!!~ I couldn't refuse as I was hypnotised at that time and she's...*NGAP~ Munyu munyu munyu~~ Muaaaakkkss... =A=... I told her too that my skin is kinda sensitive but I didn't expect that my skin is that sensitive... augghhh there's blood as well (vampire of course).

p/s:I'm Hers (the Vampire) but She's not mine.. =A=... aaaa.....Now I know how a vampire's victim felt..

Sakit, Sakit, Sakit...!! Lebam

2009-03-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

Updating~~

2009-03-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

aku nak update blog..

Coming soon

sebab aku dah luper ape dah jadi lam hidup aku....

aku dah ade penyakit ker?

aaaaa..... simpton sakit yg ade kat ida same cam ape yg mak aku sakit...then kaki aku...rupe2 sakit ligamen ngan tendon sbb dier terkoyak sket....!@#$

MDF~ MDF~

2009-03-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

Ehehehe... seb baik leh beli telur kat hb 3... thx ida.... AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH fcuk....

atm cam sial aku tak leh withdraw duit... TAT .. biler aku nak withdraw je die ckp kerosakan teknikal.... sial giler.... PIQA!!~~ IDA~~ Thx sbb belanja aku... nanti aku belanje korang blk....

df hari khamis.. dier suh wat satu protection tuk telur... sbb telur tu nak dibaling dari tingkat atas sekali..huhuhu... aku hampir2 dpt....urggghhhh.... malam training... kedatangan agk kurang... and kaki aku rase nak patah... TAT... sakit...~~~ * menitiskan air mate sengsorang....

petang tu... aku membuli ida sbb aku rase... haish....ehehhehe..... I <3 Ida *pardon me..

hari rabu...
aku tak waat pape... takde mood langsung...

p/s: Terase dgn ice hockey

Aiseh

2009-03-10T15:14:00.003+08:00

Aiya... lame tak update blog.. aku dah lupe dah ape yg berlaku dlm hidup aku... I can't freeze the time..

hmmmm....... stat ngan hari khaaamisss~... hmmm
coach hoki padang,aku nmpak Aina lagi byk improve dari aku... aku dpt komen.. kenape tak kite wat satu hari fitness training satu lagi skilll training.. hmmm akan fikirkan blk....

then hari jumaat...
Aku.. menjauhi diri dari Chocolate.. but then berbaik balik... XD.. hari tu... IDA Membuli aku.. dgn dasatnya... tak puas hati!!! IDA!!!!!!! then seblom blah, aku sempat membuli dier... still tak puas hati...

game malam jumaat..
Berserk!!! tak leh nak concentrate pade game utk 1.5 period.. selame satu setengah period ni gk aku tak ingat ape2...
then aku buat simbolik utk melepaskan semua dlm fikiran aku... barula aku boleh concentrate... malam tu aku sampai rase cam nak gaduh pon ade.. sampai Gary tanye aku.. U main hoki ke? aku jawab.. tak.. aku rase cam nak menangis...sbb tertekan pasal sesuatu (bukan gary ckp yer)

perlawanan kali ni seri 4-4..at least aku tak lepaskan satu pon goal.. then ade banyak kali aku try nak score goal... O.o? ape kes Gary... tak cakap pape pon... marah pon tak... cume ade sekali aku naik pastu... ade org sub aku... dier marah aku tak dokk dpn goalie...utk sub org tuh O.o?? seriously.. ape kes?... game kali ni, part yg best... time aku backcheck... berkejar ngan johnson then aku pusing blakang goal pastu terus naik ke atas try nak score goal... Uwahh!!!~~~

Hari sabtu... hmmm

Pagi gi ISN.. kul 1-4 ade talk pasal pemakanan utk sukan dgn sport psycology...
Pasal sport psycology..
dier cakap pasal concentration, rate your captain, Mind setting.. hmm yg lain tak ingat..

petang tu gi off ice training.. ade idea nak wat ape utk fitness... then, aunt susan mintak aku jadi coach utk girl's team lak mase dorang gi Abu Dhabi.. D8

Ahad..
hmmm... ape aku wat hari ahad ye... malam aku gi training... training semakin memboringkan...

Isnin..
Our best player in asia (Kim) come back home..
siot... tak tgk puck pon leh receive puck.. quick feet = fast.. big body... D8...
ahhh!!! hari aku buli Chocolate menggiler-giler... HUHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

P/s: kejadian hari isnin... agk >////<

Selasa..
Telurku PECAH!!!! HUAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!~~.......

Counter atk..

2009-03-06T06:18:00.001+08:00

Ida... Dier....

buat aku sakit jantung...

shaking....

nk pengsan...

mase dier buli aku...

itu jer aku boleh describe...

Ngeh HeH Heh HeH

2009-03-06T04:21:00.001+08:00

4 bulan 3 hari tu ida membuli aku... D8 tetapi dgn bestnya hari ini.. 6 bulan 3 aku membuli dier blk..ehehehe counter atk!!!!

Yay!!~~~

ida nak buat camne? >8D

WaH~~

2009-03-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

Game hari rabu...

wah.. lawan wildcat.. aku nak minum banana shake buatan mak aku~~ TAT...
kk... minggu ni aku tersangat tension... so,fitness aku down sket..

aku start gi hoki kul lebih kurang kul 9.. mak dtg makan kfc kat hb3... sume org tgk dgn pandangan yg pelik.. dengki...

pergi2 then... aku tak tgk game patrick.. fiqa pon tak dtg.. NO MOOD... TAT
bersiap nak lawan wildcat.. ehehe dulu ade skali amir wat lawak.. bler kitorang lawan wildcats patrick mesti pening nak coach yg mane satu...

aku,amir ngan ajib plan tak nak kasi lepas lebih dari 3 goal..

it's a very very very very tough fight between guru ngan ank didiknya...ehehe.. aku tak ingat sangat game tu... sbb terlampau focus... dan aku lm mood tension...

tp aku ingat... line ni

line 1:-
forward: ahseng,admunt,eddy
defend: nik,vincent

line2:-
forward:ajib,jerry,khai
defend:aku,amir

1st shift line 2 masuk.. kahi blur2 sket sbb last time dier defend dan amir lak forward.. ahaha...
so.. skang ade 3 defend 1 forward.. pergh mmg ketat giler la defend.. dorang tak leh masuk pon

aku hari ni ade gk offence.. masuk je zone offence.. uncle hanif dah ade kat depan.. dier tolak sket.. aku jatuh (tak balance ngan fail puck handling) tp dier tolak kat board.. then dier dpt penalty sbb body checking.. mk aku dh risau dah sbb nampak aku dh jatuh tp dier terkejut sbb aku bgn cpt2 pass puck tu....

ade satu time aku dpt halang gary dari breakaway... part ni mmg lawak.. aku mmg tak prasan sape2 sbb dorang lebih kurang jer lajunya... dier memang frust giler... pastu dier ternampak lak mak aku tepuk tgn sbb aku dpt halang puck dari dier.. ahaha... lagi la dier frust...XD

then ade gk satu part ni.. bazli body check aku.. tapi warren (referee) tak kasi penalty sbb nampak cam aku yg terjatuh... aku geram aku check dier blk ... huhuhuhahahahahhahah... jatuh tergolek...

pastu ade gk bazli slap shot kene kaki aku... perghh sakit giler kaki kiri aku... kene beli shin baru la... yg padding tebal.. block then dier shot lagi and tak masuk.. face off..

kitorang kalah 3-0 but at least sampai target aku yg tamau kasi lebih dari 3 goal..

then blk tu aku tanye la manager aku pasal camne aku main hari ni...komen dier... besenye pasal stamina..takder spirit... bla bla bla... tp kali ni dier komen pasal handling puck... and pasal semangat aku yg bagus.. tp... mase keja puck menggiler but then biler sampai kat puck ape jd ngan spirit mengejar tu?...

p/s:last 5 min game.. aku mmg btol2 dah pancit... tak pernah aku panjit sebegitu rupa... 3-0 kitoorang kalah..2 goal adalah goal nasib baik...sbb dorang cume tolak jer puck then masuk.. sbb puck tu dah btol2 kat bawah kaki goalie....

Hari khamis: Coaching field hockey..
hari ni performance dorang lagi bagus dari mgg2 lepas... Aina fuh... smakin improve.. cam drastic lak tuh... potential.... mintak ym sume player... and tanye pasal training... nampaknya ade yg kene tuka and ade yg boleh stay... tournament sebulan lagi... sempat kot nak fitkan dorang...
Alvin suggest.. kite ade 2 hari training.. satu hari fitness and satu hari basic skill.. ok..

minggu depan start training goalie skali... nak warm up goalie.. then bla bla bla... nampaknya sume org ske drill baru la... nk fikir camne nak fitkan dorang sambil nak naikkan skill lvl dorang sambil nak cari sape yg ok ngan sape.... hmm

chiao... esk ade quiz math... study study study... GambaTTe ME!!

Not Really IntoThe Mood

2009-03-03T04:52:00.002+08:00

assinment,assignment, assignment.... pergghhh... otak aku jem utk 5 hari... hari ni dah ok sket...

Hoki padang..

hari tu aku tanye Satwin, asl kite tak wat fitness training? sbb selame ni aku tengok training pon cam... haish... pas training skill, main... training skill tu lak cam bukan power skill training... so.. aku rase cam agk buang mase sket..

then, Satwin suh aku wat fitness training and result dier ok.. kitorang enjoy sambil bermain hoki..wahh~.... aku same laju ngan sorang mat salleh (actually african kot) name Dannis.. wahlah... cume yg aku slack sket adalah skill nak bwk bola... ahaha... aku ingat lagi last training seblom dorang gi tournament kat kuantan.. aku pinjam stik fiqa.. pukul2 tak kene.. pukul2 tak kene .. ahaha.. aku noob lagi..then Satwin ckp, kite kene dptkan stik custom made utk kimi la (aku request stik sebelah kiri sebab nak train tgn kanan aku)

Hari ahad:
aku tak der mood langsung sbb kepala aku jammed... aku rase nak hit org la.. itu la ini la.... huh..hari ni org yg gi Abu Dhabi bergamba... of course la aku tak masuk... *patah hati*.... ----> sbbnya... seblom training Aunty Susan panggil aku ngan Amir utk talk kasi encourage kat kitorang sbb kitorang yg termuda lam shortlisted player... lam talk tu,Uncle Hanif adalah salah sorang daripada judge yg pilih sape leh ke Abu Dhabi..then dier ckp aku sebnanye leh gi klau tournament ni bukan full-contact.. tp disebabkan full-contact..aku takleh gi sbb bdn aku kecik.. (ini terbukti benar teori aku ingat yg aku tak leh gi sbb bdn aku)... CISSS!!! !@#$%^&*I*&^%$

Hari Isnin:
Hari ni sepatutnya aku gi training.. tp aku seriously tak der mood nak gi training sbb training semalam pon dah bohsan... haish.. hari ni gk ade sesi photograph utk utusan melayu.. tp whatever la... ari tu masuk star metro pon bukan nampak muke aku pon... ceh.. kene block ngan edmunt.. So,aku stay up sampai sekarang (kul 6.05am) br blk dr foyer kul 4.30..

lam kul 10 pm tadi tak silap aku.. Satwin msg aku yg kitorang ade training hoki padang kul 8pm kat padang hb1..hmm.. then dier msg aku lagi yg aku jadi fitness coach.. DDD8... coach?! hoki padang? fitness training? FIT!!~... badan aku cam lidi boleh jadi fitness coach? aaaa... dier suh pikirkan idea utk training.. wah~ seb baik training hoki ais boleh apply utk hoki padang skali... wah!!~... ehehehe siap la korang aku torture... aku ade bincang ngna piqa utk ok tak aku wat camni camni... then dier cakap.. "haish, ko nak anak orang mampos?" woooo...

p/s: alamak.. dah subuh.. chiao dlu.. wrist aku sakit block shot (1st gary, 2nd bazli).. waaaa~ dapat bace blog rahsia si dier.. >///<

Not Really SeriouslyTo Kill

2009-02-26T00:55:00.001+08:00

Semalam agk kelam kabut sket sebab assignment Cg kene design 3 kad tp kul 9 aku cume siap 1 jer design.. wat wat wat... design kedua tak seperti aku harapkan... Hish!!~ perah perah.. ketok.. idea pon mari.. cari brush set on the net and wahlah~~ design yg paling aku ske...siap lak on time.... Dudududu (sound efek Doremon lari) gi print and submit kul 3.. seb baik ramai tak anta lagi.. aku terpikir nak wat envelop sendiri tapi tak sempat.. lol

Malam tu.. game aku stat kul 9 mlm... hmmm... penat... Banana shake takder utk naikkan semangat aku... cari Red bulls***, and i'm ready baby~~

Hari ni Patrick masukkan aku dlm line 1 partner ngan Vincent..

Line:-
1) forward: Ah seng,Edmund
Defend:aku , Vincent
2) forward :ajib,Amir
Defend: Nik,

So,actually kitorang shorthanded sbb Jerry tak sampai lagi..So,defender kene rotate (ahaha aku ingatkan si Vincent yg blur2 tak best partner.. tapi Masyaallah, partner ngan Nik lagi wah..sbb semalam aku main sbg offensive defend n dia? sememangnya offensive defende gk.So, mmg tak menjadi la.LOL)...hmm... kemudian line agk terabur tapi masih undercontrol...

Amir tak main seperti aku harapkan.Aku harapkan dier men offensive forward tp semalam dier main defensive forward.. btol2 defensive.. Then bile aku nampak gitu, 3 kali aku tegur dier cam tak der respond.. aku pon mintak ngan Patrick nak partner ngan Amir.. So here's the line again...

Line:-
1) Forwad:Edmund,Ah Seng
Defend: Nik,Vincent

2) Forward: Ajib,Jerry
Defend: Aku, Amir

mase tukar line aku masuk ngan amir.. aku,Amir, Nik secara tak sengaja masuk satu line..lol.. so mase ini saje yg ade 2 defend 1 MPP (multi purpose player) ,ngan 1 forward.. aku mmg ske gile klau line boleh jadi cam ni... ahaha.. mase line ni (period 2) aku gi naik sampai btol2 ke atas.. pastu.. biler masuk bench edmund tanye aku.. "U men defend ke forward?".. pastu aku terangkan la yg aku ngan Amir men swap.. sape2 yg boleh @ larat pergi kat position tuh...

game ni.. cume ajib je yg score.. ahaha.. pastu ade sekali.. aku try nak clear puck.. belakang net dekat ngan pintu yg keluar zamboni tuh.. stik aku terlekat kat pintu mase bawak puck.. +____=..

Yg paling tak leh blah skali lam game ni.. team lawan dpt penalty 2 org.. so, sekarang 4 on 2 laa... tapi, boleh dorang score... hishh!!~ satu lagi.. ni pasal skate (org lain pon same gk).. tgh blunt giler.. ade satu mase aku battle for the puck.. aku mng, mase battle tu.. aku ade la body check mamat salleh tu sket.. pastu battle tu dier cume tolak aku sket jer.. cam kene tiup... aku try nak break.. tk menjadi.. aku jatuh dari blue line sampai hampir ke goal line... cis!!~ Ade satu lagi... Jia Yung yg tak pernah2 jatoh bodoh.. boleh dier jatuh mase angkat stik nak wat slap shot.. angkat jer stik, jatuh.. pastu.. dier terus nak keluar.. jatuh lagi... ROFL

p/s:kitorang kalah 14-1 hari ni.. Fiqa like a mad person today.. dier ckp Ken (goalie kitorang semalam) menjatuhkan maruah sebagai seorang goalie.. ahaha~ nak tau camne dier main?? tak payah la...malas aku nak ckp.. kang aku tension lak..LOL..adios~

U.p.D.a.T.i.N.g

2009-02-24T15:27:00.001+08:00

HAri Jumaat..

Sbb kekalahan yg terok hari rabu hari tu... 13-1.. aku macam dah tak der semangat nak men hoki... men men men... Hampus dah percaya kat aku dah.. dier byk kali gk pas kat aku utk aku shot..tp, semuanya aku ...haish... open goal..aku tersalah shot slow.. dier pass aku terlepas..tp at least aku tak lepaskan mane2 goal pastu .. hurr... game kali ni aku rase cam org lain pon tak der semangat... (gary pon ckp korang tak nak score goal ker?) aku rase camtu sbb biasenye klau aku skate backward tuk defend.. org btol2 dah ade dpn aku.. tp kali ni cam aku terlebih skate backward sampai org (opponent forward) pon tak sampai kat aku lagi...

care aku defend sejak Warren ajar suh pressure org pon dah bertukar..dulu sebelom sampai kat blue line aku dah pon dapat puck (clear puck). Tapi sekarang aku biarkan dier masuk dlm zone defend, push dier ke arah board dan mase tu la aku clear puck..

Dulu klau aku naik ke atas utk atk,Gary marah aku suh dump puck.. tp game yg lepas dgn kali Gary tak cakap ape2 pon... aku siap boleh dribble naik pastu shot puck dpn goalie lagi.. Wah~~ (Warren ckp, care aku wat tu bagus sebab amek peluang mase line tukar [tukar org sub] bawak puck ke tepi,lepas tu skate bersungguh2 kearah goal dan shot...ade satu lagi Warren ckp aku bawak puck kearah belakang goal, org ingat aku nak gi kearah kanan ice (aku dari kiri ice) tp sebaliknya aku gi kearah kiri ice pastu aku pass ke Hampus dan dpt satu assist..dier ckp bagus sbb aku actually make a play..[tarik org ke arah aku utk clear jln utk Hampus]

Menang 6-2.. Team gathering pas game cam biase... bla bla bla... aku tak paham pon... pastu gary tanye "who play the hardest today?" aku tak dpt nak teka sape...tp aku agk2 Hampus ataupon Ah Seng..ahaha..Hampus tunjuk kat Ah seng.GAry "Point, point ..who?..aaa? I think Hakimin play the hardest today".. reaksi aku? terkejuz sbb aku takder intentionsity mase men game.. Gary "Every shift he play,he play the hardest,he pass the hardest, he shot hardest.." ... aku monolog.."aku main the hardest? cam siot jer aku men hari ni..."

Hari Sabtu:hari makan besar..

Bgn tido kul 9.30.. pastu gi ISN kul 10am..(padahal stat gim kul 10) sampai sane kul 10.30am..mase aku tgh tunggu giliran nak gne pemberat.. aku nampak sekor mamat salleh.. dier angkat.. sebelah bar 2 pemberat kaler hijau..satu pemberat kaler biru.. aku tgk pemberat kaler hijau beratnya 20kg..biru aku agk 15kg..puh.. semua sekali dier angkat..110kg..wah~~ after ~|PuSh ThE LimiT|~ nak gi makan aku terjumpe budak lam umo baru stat darjah 1.. aku ternampak perut dier... =_____= ader 6 pack (/*0*)/ perempuan lak tuh~ atlet gimnas... _|---|0" kalah aku..
Pas makan aku sampaikan salam Piqa kat Patrick... hehehe...

Aku:PAtrick,one of my friend says hi to you
Patrick:really? who?
Aku:Fiqa,she came to watch you..last 2 games.. she like wah wah!! Number 2,number 2!!~

p/s:heheheh fiqa~~ aku dah kim salam kat dier heheh

Petang gi press conference..Dpt masuk gamba... heheh.. makan~~ kat fiq and olive kat sunway..best gak makanan kat situ (promote jap) pas makan gi roller..

Malam gi gathering kat umah uncle Hanif..makan~~ Spagetti, kambing, ayam.. byk gak makanan...pas makan..tgk dorang (National team) men kat Hong Kong tahun lepas..

Hari Ahad:L.o.s.t M.e.M.o.R.y

Aku semakin cepat lupe (nyanyuk mase mude?) walaupon seseorg baru je cakap sesuatu kat aku.....

Hari ni training adalah paling sikit org yg pernah aku train.. sbb cume lapan org jer yg datang...
aku macam biase tak boleh nak skate laju... skate skate skate.. jatoh tergolek... push push push... tak gerak pon?
WooHoo!!~ mase drill breakot ngan penalty kills... PAtrick letak aku sebagai Forechecker (forward position)... best ohh~~ partner ngan aris... not bad la...
susah gak nak penalty kill ni yer..lagi2 ble lawan ngan org yg hebat... Aris dishoot oleh Jia Yung and Damn.. dier ckap.. I feel like a bitch but yeah!!~ ahaha... sian... klau aku, aku lepaskan jer shot tu (sebab padding junior tak sesuai nak block shoot)

Hari isnin:
aku sepatutnya balik hostel semalam tapi... sbb abah cakap boleh anta aku hari ni so, aku lepak arrr... tgk2 terlepas 1 kelas woh~~~~.... ummi pergi kelantan... fuish~... rutin harian U... kelas,makan, kelas,.. hujan lebat giler hari ni wooo.... tgk2 gamba yg aku amek mase kebohsanan.... bersama 2 kelasmatte aku...

training hari ni... aku sekali lagi diassign sebagai forward oleh Patrick... thx o Patrick...training hari ni ngan semalam agk suram sket... hmm...kurang2nya hari ni lebih sket org... try stik amir.. Bauer one55.. curve sakic.. same cam curve aku, best gk.. sebab rasenye cam stik yg lame... beratnya.. curve... aku rase slap shot aku pon lagi ok ngan stik tu... hehe... blk asrama stay up sampai kul 6am wat assignment CG... fuh~~~

P/s: Ida, jage la kesihatan kau... klau ko sakit sape yg rase susah? ngatok... Chiao

Get BerSerK

2009-02-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

GAme Hari Rabu:

Game Wildcats aku men slow..blur2... ughhh D8.....
aku kene marah sbb aku tak der strength... tapi satu opportunity yg sangat bgs utk aku memandangkan aku nak improve lagi... tp... best jugak sbb sekarang aku adalah somebody.. sbb dorang wildcat dah recognize aku..

Game kedua.. aku walaupon penat tp aku still struggle...

2-2 game aku men cam nak giler... cam lawan international.. (walaupon mmg lawan mat salleh)
kitorang kalah 13-1..huish.... wildcat menang 8-4 (last score aku tgk)

kaki aku di shot 3 kali kat tempat yg tak der padding... game ni gk dorang men cam ..haish... kasi chance kat kitorang jer..siot giler...

Lepas kali kedua kene shot.. aku jadi giler nak terkam org... sakit tu kene shot... BERSERK!!~ terkam org.. huhuhahahaha...

pas game jumpe Warren.. dier cakap care aku save play tak ok sebab aku menjatuhkan badan.. so, maksudnya aku dlm bad situation lepas save play...

P/S:Warren terangkan kenape kite perlukan strength dlm hoki selain nak shot kuat... D8

Upcoming Tournament at Abu Dhabi

2009-02-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

HAri Isnin...

HAri ni aku determine nak wat the best I can...

Drills yg same..cam semalam... cume hari ni 3 org kuar awal sebab injured... 1 demam (amir) 1 kene shoot ngan Patrick (amat)... lol..

drill breakaway hari ni aku.. aku clear puck pastu hampir2 kene bola Jeremy... ahaha... seyes sket lagi...

PAstu ade satu having fun momment.. sape shoot dan masuk... tak yah skate... tapi klau tak masuk kene skate (suicide run)... aku shot agk lemah sket sebab aku nak aim... )8< ...pastu Patrick cakap My grandmother shoot harder than that... aku nak aim utk goal bukan aim nak shoot kuat!!! D8<

drill one-on-one aku cume terlepas khoo seng chee jer... pastu aku kasi chance kat Aris.. sian dier.. slalunye aku check dier... aku buli dier habes2...sian gler...tp kali ni aku kasi chance... ahahah...

Hari ni gak aku ade satu score yg memang lawa... wah~~ score ngan Azly lak tuh...heheh.. aku fake the shoot dgn angkat sebelah kaki (momentum shooting) pastu.. pas goalie jatuh aku tros shoot... wah!!~~~ ade org puji (adment) walaupon shot tu secara tak sengaje aku buat tapi.. wah~~

Semalam pon aku ade satu shot yg lebih kurang same gk..aku drag puck sampai kat goalie.. goalie jatuh jer.. aku tros shoot... kene tiang pastu score dgn sape ekk lupe.. same ade Hakim atau Azly.. Dulu aku ade satu score back-handed kat ken (walaupon dier goalie yg agk terok tp dah score tu lawa... boleh diterime la)

XD... aku dah dpt biasekan diri aku dgn skate tumpul.. dan take advantage atas ketumpulan skate aku.. wah!~~ Sugoku Ureshi desu~~

P/s: sume drills yg aku buat... walaupon aku buat btol2..tp aku tak penat langsung...

selepas training...sume org kuar..gear down/cooling down whatsoever lah... aku dpt practice one timer ngan vincent (teamate Warriors..)[dier ni agk blur2 sket] aku perasan dgn stik baru aku dpt shoot onn time dan kuat... XD

Pas practice... Uncle Hanif dtg kat aku tanye game aku kul brape... perbualan:-

Uncle Hanif (UH): Game U stat kul brape?
Aku: kul 10
UH: So game kitorang stat kul 9 lah.. ( aku ingat dier nak komfermkan game kul brape) Boleh dtg awal sket tak? nak mintak main utk kitorang sebagai spare player sbb Eu Jin injure, Amat tak der.. yg tinggal cume Uncle,Jia Yung, You ( aku) pastu sorang lagi aku tak ingat... So,boleh dtg awal tak main utk kitorang...

Aku: (mengganguk)
UH:then see you this wednesday la

pastu aku kuar nak cooling down Jia Yung tegur aku...

Jia Yung (Best defender utk bbbrp season):HAkimin.. Hanif ade ckp ape2 kat You tak?
Aku: Ade... dier suh main hari rabu ni..suh dtg awal
Jia Yung: aaa.... (pastu bende same dier ckp).. ade jersey hitam tak?
Aku: cume jersey ni jer la ade...(Jersey Cobra #20)
Jia Yung: Boleh la...

Selepas perbualan tu kan..aku terfikir... dlu aku selalu tertanye2 biler la aku boleh main dgn Wildcat...skang aku dpt main... pastu aku tertanya2 lagi.... defender yg lain... Vincent,Nik.... kan ade... asl mintak ngan aku?... aku cakap kat family aku... Family aku bantah sbb aku main 2 game.. mesti la penat...( tapi aku yakin dgn stamina aku..lol...dgn syarat makan bebyk)

hmmmm......rabu ni aku ade 2 game... 1st game pakai jersey #20 satu lagi pakai #15... XD....

p/s :nak kuar train ank org..

I Need MoRe..GiVe mE!!

2009-02-16T10:59:00.001+08:00

Ahad:

Pas fikir pasal assignment nak wat camne-camne...bla bla bla.... aku.... =_+.... Haihh~~ aku sgt2 kecewa... so aku tido....
mak aku dtg cheer aku dgn buatkan aku Banana Shake~~ SUperb!!~~ Wah.... klau hari2 minum Banana Shake buatan mak boleh la aku saving money.. lol

Malam.. Aku penuh bertenaga... ";...;" Aku terlewat dtg training... 1/2 jam lewat nasib baik gary kasi aku masuk training free XD... wah wah wah~~ tak pernah aku tgk dier sebaik ini... lol

I Want More Of That!!~ :

1st time buat sekian lame.. aku tak dgr org puji aku... aku ade improvement... I just want to make sure every shot I shoot I'll score.. secara tak sengaja aku score a beauty.. XD.. pas score, Allen puji aku ade improvement..

ARRRrGGgggHhhh!!!! FCUK!!! Skate aku terlampau blunt... tak boleh nak skate dgn baik.. lagi2 biler wat sharp turn... S(*"*)

Then, as usual... ader satu one on one drills... buat 1st time jugak tak der body contact drills... just focus on the puck... HUHuhahahhHHHAHAHhaha!!~~
I Want More!! I Want MOre!!... aku berjaya menyekat semua org kecuali ajib.. ratio sekarang 1/10 aku lepas.. dulu.. 5/10...

I Want MOre!!!

PAstu ade satu drill yg penat giler BAbun hutan tropiKa... 1st pergi atk...pas atk balik semula utk defend... continuesly... tapi baru jer 3 kali aku pergi... dah habis... biasenye penat giler Oran Utan hutan hujan Tropika... tapi.... tak penat langsung... I WaNT MoRE!!~ can't you give me?? (asal kat hoki padang tak der drill camni?)

then there's a breakaway drill... confuse... lol... tp aku buat kerja bgs.. sbb aku tak pernah dgr @ tgk ronald puji aku... yg dier buat cumer la complaint pasal aku... ade jer dier complaint... pass cam nenek dier la (actually words)... pas kene kasi kat depan la... bla bla bla... mcm-mcm...

Tp.. training sekarang byk bende seronok.. lebih banyak seronok dari pressure.... walaupon ade sekali Patrick marah entah kenape (yg aku tau tak berkait dgn aku) D8.. aku baru teringat aku tak kim salam kat dier utk piqa lagi!! D8

Training hari ni... AKu tak berpuas Hati...

.....I JusT WanT MoRe..Can't YoU PlaY HarDeR AnD SatisFy mE? I GiVe mY aLL BuT ...I Didn'T GeT WHaT I DeSerVe..