I'm So Fucking Tired and I Can't Sleep

Ohh Fuck!!

I'm so tired after play ice hockey.. and yet here I am

I can't sleep, I can't feel My Body anymore..

about ice hockey game.. Yeah, We fucked their asses.. last week, they said to us..(not really) we are better than this asses..

we won 7-3...

I don't perform today and I feel like dying and regretting because I can't perform well.. My knees, both of them are in pain now...

Will update later..

Hoki Ais Dan Hoki Padang

Dulu mase aku baru masuk hoki padang aku rase takut nak main sebab lepas aku injured kat kaki pastu terus masuk hospital, aku terus phobia...

Pade hemat korang la kan... hoki padang ke hoki ais yg lagi bahye?

sebab last week, ade seko mamat saleh ni dier shoot pastu puck terus melayang kat celah kangkang aku.. seb baik ade ball guard ngan stick.. puck tu kene stick aku.. sket jer lagi nak kene "bola" kesayangan aku.. O>O .. jangan gelak.. pastu lak .. aku kene shoot bertubi2 sbb main sbg defenderkan of course ko kene "mati" dulu baru la goalie yg "mati".. Shit.. .. ade satu time puck kene stick pastu kene chest pad patu kene kat betol2 kat bawah visor aku...

O>O.. then ini hoki padang, berkait dgn defender jugak.. ade sorang member,Ida. Jadi panda 2 kali.. XD.. XD.. 1st ade sorang minah gi angkat bola, pastu bola kene mate dier... O3O then, next tournament, Dier kene shoot ngan kakak ex-national team.well, at least accepted la sket.. ahaks.. still kene mate dier.. then kebanyakan aku kene shoot kat kaki.. DX

Mane lagi bahye? well, pada hemat aku.. Its sport, so.. mesti la ade risikonyakan? kalau tak der risiko, tak best la sport tu.. bukankah begitu?