Lately, a lot of things happened and I just couldn't keep up with it.
I try my best to suck it up but I guess if you suck it up too much, you gonna get overloaded huh?
Reality hurts. That's what I learn. What we expect to get, doesn't always go according to our way.
I made a deal with my mom the other day. If I can't get selected to play for Challenge Cup of Asia which is somewhere in April. I would quit hockey and for sure I couldn't make into National team. I have a lot of things to catch up.
A lot of things happened. Some I couldn't even tell it.
I'm sorry for my attitude has been very annoying to you lately. I guess all my trouble and problem shows on my face huh? I can't continue to pretend I'm all ok.
I'm sorry again if my words always hurts you and in the end, you get upset for every words I say.
I just wish I could solve all the problem and erase this sadness feeling.
