Medication

Its really shocking and interesting to know what medication (drugs) can do to you. Overdose = bad. in control = well, ok~ but not taking it when you suppose to? Sighh~

i slowly get on my medication back, the things i was feeling getting better. except for I feel my head getting heavier and my back hurts but i doubt it has anything to do with lumberpuncture or anything.

Somethings i feels like why do i still live on this world? I feel like I do nothing useful for others and feels like I only give them hardship with me. Some got very stress with me. I tried to improve myself, but its hard.


p/s: feels like the end is near. Very near, but can't tell when.

No medication for 1 week ( around 3-5 days)

1. Penat tiba2 tanpa sebab
2.Sakit kepala dari macam kena pierce dari luar ke dalam dan kadang2 dari dalam ke luar
3.kebas kat belakang kepala kat area belakang kiri.
4.emosi terganggu
5.kebingungan kadang2. Rasa macam tiba2 rasa kat tempat lain.
6.pening lalat <---lol
7.bernanah kat belakang badan. tapi tak besar. one spot. kat tempat lumberpuncter. exact spot.