What can I say? we improve but still not enough.. what the hell? 1 step oh the field is like 3 steps on the turf.. fucking tired..
My knees.... uhhh... doesnt show any progress at all... maybe i need to see ronald...
training for ice hockey.. ahaha.. seng chee is worked up for project kazakstan.. many didnt come because of discipline problem and that goes to field hockey too..
Sat asked me to personally coach him for fitness.. ahaha... his fitness is way way way below average person... seriously...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
~|Reaching The Limits|~
I'm Just At My Limit And Still Pushing It.. Sometimes Almost Break The Limit.. But Damn It Seriously Sucks...
My knee, I just wondering when will it heal.. It took a lot of my energy and im always.. always.. in tiring mood but I just dont want to show in front of anybody else..even if I show that I'm at my limits it'll just looks like I'm emotional but seriously I just reached my physical and mental limits..
This time I'm seriously at my limits and I'll try my best to stay away from it..
P/s:I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me..
My knee, I just wondering when will it heal.. It took a lot of my energy and im always.. always.. in tiring mood but I just dont want to show in front of anybody else..even if I show that I'm at my limits it'll just looks like I'm emotional but seriously I just reached my physical and mental limits..
This time I'm seriously at my limits and I'll try my best to stay away from it..
P/s:I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me..
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ketidak puashati...
Auhhhhhh......
mase tengah update blog ni aku tgh sakit kepala....
kelmarin aku sakit lutut sampai tak leh jalan..... uhhhhhh.... sakit sampai ke dalam mata....
Cuti trimester tak leh nak wat pape... nak waat df bilek bersepah... kemas2 bersepah balik gara2 blek tido aku telah dijadikan ruang tamu oleh mak aku....
hari jumaat aku start sakit kaki bahagian lutut..... hari ni jugak family besarr aku dapat... aku rase benci.. =______________________________=
Dengan sakit lutut, pastu tak leh gi hoki... pastu kene kemas rumah sampai nak mati..... pastu.... aaaaaahhhhhh satwin mintak aku jadi coach utk hoki padang.... aku terima... tapi ramai yg tamau turun mungkin sebab tengok aku ni junior lagi lam hoki padang... passing pon tak betol pastu.. hit pon tak kuat... drag pon bola ternaik.... hish.... mase tengah cakap tu... aku terdengar cam dier cakap mintak jadi team manager... ape kerje team manager? aku tak nak!!!
!@#$% I lOVE HOCKEY!!!!
mase hari sabtu.. kuar la gi klcc.. aku ajak agak ramai la org.. tapi.. cume 2 org je yang datang... Ida ngan Rini jer....
0_____________________0
aku call tak jawab, aku msg tak balas...... memang tak puas hati... aku rase nak bawak korang gi ice rink, taruk korang kat tengah pastu skate laju2 lenyek korang.... hehehhehe ';..;'
Hokie Padang:~
Aku selalu tak puas hati ddengan prestasi hoki padang, sebab dorang main kadnag2 solo.. pastu mula la penat... ataupon baru lari 3 kali padang dah tercungap2... semangat dorang pon rendah...
satu hari training... aku tanye la Satwin.. "asal kiter tak wat fitness? sebab kite cepat penat bile kat tournament" pastu aku selit la pasal hoki ais....pastu tetibe je dier mintak aku jadi coach utk dorang... 1st memang la tak ramai nak ikot... ahahaha... aku tak kesah sebab aku ingat aku jadi untuk sehari jer...(FITNESS COACH ehh...)
Then lepas training, dier suh aku jadi permenant coach...O__________o siap nak mintak aku dobayar lagi... aku tak kesah sangat sebab aku wat secara sukarela... ahaha..kire bayaran tu bonus la....
lepas sekian lame... ade orang mintak aku wat basic drills sekali...hmmm.... aku dengar kate alvin yg nak buat.. so aku tak kesah sangat la.... aku secara tak sengaja teramek alih tempat alvin.. sori... xp
then, aku baru tau nape klau ade coach utk hoki padang... coach tu akan resign.... sebab kitorang tak berdisiplin.. termasuk aku sebab aku tak bgtau satwin walaupon aku ade no dier yg aku tak leh datang sbb sakit kaki...
PEMAIN MMU MAIN MACAM TAK DER SEMANGAT UNTUK SUKAN TU SENDIRI.... sebab kalau ade semangat untuk sukan tu.. dorang akan cari care utk improve dgn gi gim ker.. atau mas aku wat training fitness, dorang bersemangat... tapi, org yg mintak aku jadi coach FITNESS lak yg mintak aku kurangkan fitness...=_____________=
Balik lepas Satwin call aku, aku call dier balik nak confirm yang aku ni coach fitness ke coach skill.. dier cakap 2-2.... hmmmmm tak kesah sangat... TAPI!!! nak wat skill ape kalau tak fit? buat sikit dah penat... buat sikit dah penat... aishhh....
Ketidakpuas hati yg kedua....
(bace ngan suare mendatar)
aku tak leh nak wat df kat rumah... sbb terlalu banyak distraction
...1st mak aku yg memang tak kasi aku wat pape...2nd tv.., biler ade tv ade la ps... 3 computer..tau tau je la biler ade pc... 4........ vampire yg gigit aku ari tu... aku siap termimpi2 lagi do.... korang ingat aku tipu ade vampire?
aiseh....
Ketidak puas hati yang ketiga...
RINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nak rematch!!!!!!
membuatkan aku terpikir nape aku sangat tak gune lam hidup ni?
aaaaaaaaaaaa
mase tengah update blog ni aku tgh sakit kepala....
kelmarin aku sakit lutut sampai tak leh jalan..... uhhhhhh.... sakit sampai ke dalam mata....
Cuti trimester tak leh nak wat pape... nak waat df bilek bersepah... kemas2 bersepah balik gara2 blek tido aku telah dijadikan ruang tamu oleh mak aku....
hari jumaat aku start sakit kaki bahagian lutut..... hari ni jugak family besarr aku dapat... aku rase benci.. =______________________________=
Dengan sakit lutut, pastu tak leh gi hoki... pastu kene kemas rumah sampai nak mati..... pastu.... aaaaaahhhhhh satwin mintak aku jadi coach utk hoki padang.... aku terima... tapi ramai yg tamau turun mungkin sebab tengok aku ni junior lagi lam hoki padang... passing pon tak betol pastu.. hit pon tak kuat... drag pon bola ternaik.... hish.... mase tengah cakap tu... aku terdengar cam dier cakap mintak jadi team manager... ape kerje team manager? aku tak nak!!!
!@#$% I lOVE HOCKEY!!!!
mase hari sabtu.. kuar la gi klcc.. aku ajak agak ramai la org.. tapi.. cume 2 org je yang datang... Ida ngan Rini jer....
0_____________________0
aku call tak jawab, aku msg tak balas...... memang tak puas hati... aku rase nak bawak korang gi ice rink, taruk korang kat tengah pastu skate laju2 lenyek korang.... hehehhehe ';..;'
Hokie Padang:~
Aku selalu tak puas hati ddengan prestasi hoki padang, sebab dorang main kadnag2 solo.. pastu mula la penat... ataupon baru lari 3 kali padang dah tercungap2... semangat dorang pon rendah...
satu hari training... aku tanye la Satwin.. "asal kiter tak wat fitness? sebab kite cepat penat bile kat tournament" pastu aku selit la pasal hoki ais....pastu tetibe je dier mintak aku jadi coach utk dorang... 1st memang la tak ramai nak ikot... ahahaha... aku tak kesah sebab aku ingat aku jadi untuk sehari jer...(FITNESS COACH ehh...)
Then lepas training, dier suh aku jadi permenant coach...O__________o siap nak mintak aku dobayar lagi... aku tak kesah sangat sebab aku wat secara sukarela... ahaha..kire bayaran tu bonus la....
lepas sekian lame... ade orang mintak aku wat basic drills sekali...hmmm.... aku dengar kate alvin yg nak buat.. so aku tak kesah sangat la.... aku secara tak sengaja teramek alih tempat alvin.. sori... xp
then, aku baru tau nape klau ade coach utk hoki padang... coach tu akan resign.... sebab kitorang tak berdisiplin.. termasuk aku sebab aku tak bgtau satwin walaupon aku ade no dier yg aku tak leh datang sbb sakit kaki...
PEMAIN MMU MAIN MACAM TAK DER SEMANGAT UNTUK SUKAN TU SENDIRI.... sebab kalau ade semangat untuk sukan tu.. dorang akan cari care utk improve dgn gi gim ker.. atau mas aku wat training fitness, dorang bersemangat... tapi, org yg mintak aku jadi coach FITNESS lak yg mintak aku kurangkan fitness...=_____________=
Balik lepas Satwin call aku, aku call dier balik nak confirm yang aku ni coach fitness ke coach skill.. dier cakap 2-2.... hmmmmm tak kesah sangat... TAPI!!! nak wat skill ape kalau tak fit? buat sikit dah penat... buat sikit dah penat... aishhh....
Ketidakpuas hati yg kedua....
(bace ngan suare mendatar)
aku tak leh nak wat df kat rumah... sbb terlalu banyak distraction
...1st mak aku yg memang tak kasi aku wat pape...2nd tv.., biler ade tv ade la ps... 3 computer..tau tau je la biler ade pc... 4........ vampire yg gigit aku ari tu... aku siap termimpi2 lagi do.... korang ingat aku tipu ade vampire?
aiseh....
Ketidak puas hati yang ketiga...
RINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nak rematch!!!!!!
membuatkan aku terpikir nape aku sangat tak gune lam hidup ni?
aaaaaaaaaaaa
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sakit, Sakit, Sakit...!! Lebam
Recently I have had too much injuries either inside of my body or outside of my body... Ohhh Fcuk It!!
1st I had this injuries due to blocking Gary's and bazli's shot.. it took many weeks as I could remember and again... Edy came to my room and hurt my other hand; my right hand... I would go ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!! with just a touch.... Fcuk it!! MY WRIST!!~
2nd..my whole left leg feel like... ohh~ I'm actually carrying 20 tonne rock with me... then I figured out that it has to do with my nerve system on my back...
3rd.. my knee..1st is my right knee and also I figured out that it was my ligamen and my tendon..they kinda torned a bit... arrgg Fcuk...
then, after practice today,Field Hockey; I feel down cause my shoe betrayed me.=___=. Then. there goes my left knee along with it...uhhh....
Before, around 6 p.m; a really cute vampire came and hold me against the wall and bite my neck.....TWICE!!!! ARGGHHH!!!~ For the GOD sake.. My neck now has turned blue... Twice!!!~ I couldn't refuse as I was hypnotised at that time and she's...*NGAP~ Munyu munyu munyu~~ Muaaaakkkss... =A=... I told her too that my skin is kinda sensitive but I didn't expect that my skin is that sensitive... augghhh there's blood as well (vampire of course).
p/s:I'm Hers (the Vampire) but She's not mine.. =A=... aaaa.....Now I know how a vampire's victim felt..
1st I had this injuries due to blocking Gary's and bazli's shot.. it took many weeks as I could remember and again... Edy came to my room and hurt my other hand; my right hand... I would go ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!! with just a touch.... Fcuk it!! MY WRIST!!~
2nd..my whole left leg feel like... ohh~ I'm actually carrying 20 tonne rock with me... then I figured out that it has to do with my nerve system on my back...
3rd.. my knee..1st is my right knee and also I figured out that it was my ligamen and my tendon..they kinda torned a bit... arrgg Fcuk...
then, after practice today,Field Hockey; I feel down cause my shoe betrayed me.=___=. Then. there goes my left knee along with it...uhhh....
Before, around 6 p.m; a really cute vampire came and hold me against the wall and bite my neck.....TWICE!!!! ARGGHHH!!!~ For the GOD sake.. My neck now has turned blue... Twice!!!~ I couldn't refuse as I was hypnotised at that time and she's...*NGAP~ Munyu munyu munyu~~ Muaaaakkkss... =A=... I told her too that my skin is kinda sensitive but I didn't expect that my skin is that sensitive... augghhh there's blood as well (vampire of course).
p/s:I'm Hers (the Vampire) but She's not mine.. =A=... aaaa.....Now I know how a vampire's victim felt..
Monday, March 16, 2009
Updating~~
aku nak update blog..
Coming soon
sebab aku dah luper ape dah jadi lam hidup aku....
aku dah ade penyakit ker?
aaaaa..... simpton sakit yg ade kat ida same cam ape yg mak aku sakit...then kaki aku...rupe2 sakit ligamen ngan tendon sbb dier terkoyak sket....!@#$
Coming soon
sebab aku dah luper ape dah jadi lam hidup aku....
aku dah ade penyakit ker?
aaaaa..... simpton sakit yg ade kat ida same cam ape yg mak aku sakit...then kaki aku...rupe2 sakit ligamen ngan tendon sbb dier terkoyak sket....!@#$
Friday, March 13, 2009
MDF~ MDF~
Ehehehe... seb baik leh beli telur kat hb 3... thx ida.... AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH fcuk....
atm cam sial aku tak leh withdraw duit... TAT .. biler aku nak withdraw je die ckp kerosakan teknikal.... sial giler.... PIQA!!~~ IDA~~ Thx sbb belanja aku... nanti aku belanje korang blk....
df hari khamis.. dier suh wat satu protection tuk telur... sbb telur tu nak dibaling dari tingkat atas sekali..huhuhu... aku hampir2 dpt....urggghhhh.... malam training... kedatangan agk kurang... and kaki aku rase nak patah... TAT... sakit...~~~ * menitiskan air mate sengsorang....
petang tu... aku membuli ida sbb aku rase... haish....ehehhehe..... I <3 Ida *pardon me..
hari rabu...
aku tak waat pape... takde mood langsung...
p/s: Terase dgn ice hockey
atm cam sial aku tak leh withdraw duit... TAT .. biler aku nak withdraw je die ckp kerosakan teknikal.... sial giler.... PIQA!!~~ IDA~~ Thx sbb belanja aku... nanti aku belanje korang blk....
df hari khamis.. dier suh wat satu protection tuk telur... sbb telur tu nak dibaling dari tingkat atas sekali..huhuhu... aku hampir2 dpt....urggghhhh.... malam training... kedatangan agk kurang... and kaki aku rase nak patah... TAT... sakit...~~~ * menitiskan air mate sengsorang....
petang tu... aku membuli ida sbb aku rase... haish....ehehhehe..... I <3 Ida *pardon me..
hari rabu...
aku tak waat pape... takde mood langsung...
p/s: Terase dgn ice hockey
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)