..OwO..

18 April 2009
Game Warriors against Team Cleareance

Line 1:forward:Ah seng , Hampus,Edmund(last period)
Defend:Aku ngan Vincent

Line 2:Forward: k.hilda,Edmund,Adilah,David
Defend:Nik,Christ

Hari ni Aku minum 1 redbull, 2 Livita.. sebab aku terasa sangat penat sebab kaki aku sakit..tgh hari, petang, malam..

Aku tido kul 3 pagi bangun kul 5 pagi.. wooo... sebab semalam ade friendly match against budak sekolah perempuan under 15 ngan under 18, sure we lost 5-3 but,we're having fun and learning from this match.. Sat mengamok sebab pressure.. sian dier

Kul 7, telepon Sarah sebab pas match dier cakap nak wat fitness.. start kul 8 habes kul 8.30 pagi... OwO.. Sarah cpt pancit... =_=.. dier punya fitness ngan stamina same cam Satwin..hmm.. Then, aku take a nap kul 10.30 pagi tak silap.. *sigh, dah lame aku tak mimpi sesuatu.. kali ni aku mimpi tapi mimpi ni pelik nak mampos..

Kul 4 gi siapkan cover manga.OwO kul 5lebih dah siap.. Thank You IDA!!~ XD.. cam dah expect last-last dier gk kene tolong..*sigh

mak amek gi hoki, tak sempat jadi ref but that's ok..

Game start, 1 period.. gary ade terangkan sesuatu sebelom game, tapi aku tak paham.. =A=.. aku cume dgr defend kene aktif, kene support forward.. FULLY support.. hmm..

Game kali ni aku boleh cakap aku performing well.. better than previous games.Aku mind setting minda aku utk score goal.. 1 period aku tak wat byk sangat (kot) sebab tak penat..

2nd period, Aku ade byk peluang.. aku ade assist lam period ni.. aku tak ingat camne aku approch, sedar2 je aku dah kat corner kat ngan pintu zamboni masuk.. aku aim, shoot kat goal tapi malangnya, terkena kaki Johnson tak silap, then bounce kat Vincent.Vincent shoot and he scores.

Then, ade sekali aku stay lame nak mampos.Gary cakap aku stay selama 3 minit.. =A=.. patut la kaki aku rase nak meletop.Pastu, aku masuk sekali lagi.Defending, Tah camne dapat puck, aku turn tgk ade ruang kosong nak mampos dpn aku sebelah kiri.Aku pon ape lagi serbu je la, buat tak endah kat forward.Dengan lajunya aku masuk, bawak puck ke sebelah kiri, di asak oleh musuh. Then, aku terdengat bunyi teamate aku mintak puck kat bahagian depan goal.Tanpa melengahkan masa, aku pass tapi dipintas oleh musuh aku..Sigh.. SKATE,SKATE,SKATE!! DEFEND!!

Then,Sekali lagi; teamate aku bawak puck,Masuk lam offensive zone.Battle dpn net, pastu, tak silap aku ade org cam try nak clear pucck tuh tp tak kuat, aku kat position kiri lam game ni, terus amek peluang utk menguasai puck tu, aku just try bawak puck dgn sebelah tgn, tangan kanan aku try protect badan aku dgn menolak opponent ke tepi.Aku masuk dgn bagi kiraan aku, agak perlahan dan aku terus kee goal dan shoot puck sambil aku terduduk atas punggung aku.Puck naik ke atas keeper,kat sebelah tgn kanan yg memegang stick hoki. Dan HE SCORES!!.. 1 assist and 1 goal.. and the goal was no one assisting me..

3rd period, aku main cam.. tah la, cam nak kate blur tak gk.. in fact seluruh game tuh, aku cume gune subconcious mind aku.Dier cam, it's in our blood. Kite tau ape kite patut buat, ape kerje kite,ape kerje teamate kite, ape strategi kite.. Lam 3rd period ni aku cume ingat yg aku shoot si Edmunt 2 kali.. ROFL.. mmg salah dier la tak face the play.1st aku tak perasan (tapi dier cakap),aku shoot aiming kat goal post,kene kat lutu sebelah kanan. then, puck tu gi kat sebelah bahagian zone yg aku jaga,bahagian kanan mase tu..Edmunt battle for the puck, gain posession of the puck and then dier nampak aku kasi puck kat aku.. Aku tanpa berfikir,=A=.. shoot stail wrist shoot right foot.. sebab aku 2 kali kat tempat yg same berturut2,shoot wrist shoot wrong foot.. agk lambat la.. then, puck naik ke atas kene kat belakang lutut kiri Edmunt, pastu Edmunt pon ape lagi, menjerit ADOI!!.. reaksi aku plak.. seb baik aku tak gelak berguling2.. mmg lawak nak mampos..aku terignore kejap game tu.. ckp sori kat Edmunt.. ahahaha...

Pastu, ade sekali aku clear puck.. hampir2 kene Warren.. aku bukan sengaja..LOL.. mase game stop sbb off-side.. Warren dtg kat aku ckp, kalau aku wat lagi;dier akan kasi cam penalty utk aku..OwO.. keh keh keh.. game paling best lam season ni..mase period 3, aku parring ngan Nik..period 1 & 2, aku parring ngan Vincent.Pastu, ade gk sekali, aku agk terlebih keatas ( sbb opponent tgh atk).. Teamate aku cm terpoke puck tuk pastu puck dtg ke arah aku.. Uncle Lau kat sebelah kiri aku.. aku tolak puck ke depan, pastu Skate dgn aggresivenya ke arah goal.. goalie keluar sket dari post dier, aku terasa cam off-balnce secara tetiba.. aku cam tau-tau je..O.o... cam instict yg aku akan jatuh.. mase goalie charging tu.. aku tolak puck ke arah 45 darjah ke kanan.. dpt melepasi goalie.. and then aku off-balance, mase tu.. aku nampak puck mase aku on the air and aku tolak puck tu and I miss the open net.. aku tersalah shoot terlebih ke kiri sikit jer... ARRGGHHH!!! then aku berguling2..aku get up,tanpa fikir pape.. just cam ade magnet menarik aku utk pergi ke defend.. mase tu Hampus dpt puck, mase aku cross over ke sebelah kiri, aku ternampak puck dtg dgn agk laju ke arah aku..aku cm stunted sket, tapi stick still on the ice.terlepas sebab not really on the ice.. aku berkejar utk kearah puck yg mase tu kat sebelah kanan.. blind shooting,mase tu just ingat, nak create oppoturnity by shoot and get the rebound.. then, bler opponent dpt puck, game stop... pastu puck di letakkan kat tgh.. aku ingatkan goal sebab seingat aku tak nampak cam goal.. Pastu aku tanya a Hampus, Dier ckp penalty shoot... DDDDX.. OH !@#$%.. aku kene amik? OwO.. Sweet.. tapi aku miss the oppoturnity utk score sbb aku tak der confident tuk score...

Match berkesudahan dgn 7-1..
Seng Chee tak abes2 cheer up.. lol.. sbb suare dier paling kuat ngan aku leh cam..LOL.. sure org lain aku tak cam.. Then, dier cakap asl aku tak try forward?.. Gary tak kasi camne nak men forward =A= ...dier cakap,aku ade cam.. ape org kate tu... alaaa...cm ade talent... (I doubted that).. kalu ade talent, asl Gary tak kasi aku men forward? lol....



20 April 2009,
Aku rasa cam aku training lam salji.. berkabus tak nampak pape..
Aku terfikir kenape aku main hoki padang tak macam aku main hoki ais.. bile aku fikir balik baru aku tau kenape.. sbb environment.I like the chilly cold environment.. *sigh.. It give me trills and excitement.. everything is about environment.. semangat aku ade tapi tak cukup utk hoki padang.. semalam sabtu, Sarah cakap dier sakit seluruh badan tp improving berbanding hari sebelomnya sebab at least semalam cume sakit kat perut jer. Semalam ingatkan nak keluar skating tapi tak jadi sebab aku lambab sampai. =A= .. baru blk dari ISN kot. Then, kitorang cuma berjalan2 kat sunway jer. Sarah, Pika, Aku, Ida, Rini.

oh oh oh.. Mase blk dari sunway.. on the way ke car park, aku, Rini ngan Ida terserempak ngan street musician, =w= dorang mainkan jenis lagu yang aku ske.. XD .. I had my fun and now here i am stuck with a bunch of assignment..

I'm So Fucking Tired and I Can't Sleep

Ohh Fuck!!

I'm so tired after play ice hockey.. and yet here I am

I can't sleep, I can't feel My Body anymore..

about ice hockey game.. Yeah, We fucked their asses.. last week, they said to us..(not really) we are better than this asses..

we won 7-3...

I don't perform today and I feel like dying and regretting because I can't perform well.. My knees, both of them are in pain now...

Will update later..

Hoki Ais Dan Hoki Padang

Dulu mase aku baru masuk hoki padang aku rase takut nak main sebab lepas aku injured kat kaki pastu terus masuk hospital, aku terus phobia...

Pade hemat korang la kan... hoki padang ke hoki ais yg lagi bahye?

sebab last week, ade seko mamat saleh ni dier shoot pastu puck terus melayang kat celah kangkang aku.. seb baik ade ball guard ngan stick.. puck tu kene stick aku.. sket jer lagi nak kene "bola" kesayangan aku.. O>O .. jangan gelak.. pastu lak .. aku kene shoot bertubi2 sbb main sbg defenderkan of course ko kene "mati" dulu baru la goalie yg "mati".. Shit.. .. ade satu time puck kene stick pastu kene chest pad patu kene kat betol2 kat bawah visor aku...

O>O.. then ini hoki padang, berkait dgn defender jugak.. ade sorang member,Ida. Jadi panda 2 kali.. XD.. XD.. 1st ade sorang minah gi angkat bola, pastu bola kene mate dier... O3O then, next tournament, Dier kene shoot ngan kakak ex-national team.well, at least accepted la sket.. ahaks.. still kene mate dier.. then kebanyakan aku kene shoot kat kaki.. DX

Mane lagi bahye? well, pada hemat aku.. Its sport, so.. mesti la ade risikonyakan? kalau tak der risiko, tak best la sport tu.. bukankah begitu?

Ice Hockey Match

We've put a good fight and the result's better than before although we lost 8-0 but compared to before 16-0?..

I give my all for 3 periods and man.. I feel like vomiting .. almost throw out.. it's be in my memory that someone shoot the puck and I'm in front of him .. not actually blocking but just do my job and try to intercept him but damn.. he shoot, the puck hit my hit, off to my chest pad and straight to my visor.. and I could feel the puck pass trough my mouth.. It's hurts but just for a while.. XD

Today's game.. we were short handed as we only have 7 people that's including me.. 3 defender and 4 forwards

the only person who come were Me, Vincent, Nik, Ahseng, Ajib, Khai, Edmunt..

We play hard and give our best today.. Man.. I almost score twice.. there's goes like.. 1st ajib take the puck inside and straight to the goalie but he fell and I just being my job try to support the offense and get the dead puck in front of the goalie and shoot it as soon as I get the puck but the main problem is I rushed and shoot it to the goalie's chest.. My accuracy!! where is my accuracy when I need it?

Then there 2nd is Khai get the puck and hold it and try to protect the puck at the blue line of defense and then I saw Ah seng if I not mistaken, went to the middle but the middle was packed with defender and I try to support Khai and go to the right side and ask for the puck.. and thanks Khai.. he gave it to me but I screw it a little.. because the defender almost get the puck but I hit the puck and it hit the defender's stick , flew over him and here comes the goalie.. charging straight to the puck and try to cover it but I manage to let it off and there's the open net and I screw it by falling down.. Damn

Although we lost 8-0 but it was satisfying as we mark our men and we do our individual work and lastly, we play as a team.. although Sarah said that our team weren't aggressive enough.. I do think that is true also.. I'm not regretting a little bit at all because I play my best and there..

Then, when I got back to hostel.. Paez in Emo mood.. Lol What The FUCK boy? who are you angry with? say it direct.. although I do feel like it's my fault for asking Sarah and Tasha to come along to sunway when they have crucial meeting.. and I make them to skip it.. Ngeh~~ XD
Sorry.. Pika!! what the hell happen?

Tournament

What can I say? we improve but still not enough.. what the hell? 1 step oh the field is like 3 steps on the turf.. fucking tired..

My knees.... uhhh... doesnt show any progress at all... maybe i need to see ronald...

training for ice hockey.. ahaha.. seng chee is worked up for project kazakstan.. many didnt come because of discipline problem and that goes to field hockey too..

Sat asked me to personally coach him for fitness.. ahaha... his fitness is way way way below average person... seriously...

~|Reaching The Limits|~

I'm Just At My Limit And Still Pushing It.. Sometimes Almost Break The Limit.. But Damn It Seriously Sucks...

My knee, I just wondering when will it heal.. It took a lot of my energy and im always.. always.. in tiring mood but I just dont want to show in front of anybody else..even if I show that I'm at my limits it'll just looks like I'm emotional but seriously I just reached my physical and mental limits..




This time I'm seriously at my limits and I'll try my best to stay away from it..



P/s:I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me..

Ketidak puashati...

Auhhhhhh......

mase tengah update blog ni aku tgh sakit kepala....

kelmarin aku sakit lutut sampai tak leh jalan..... uhhhhhh.... sakit sampai ke dalam mata....

Cuti trimester tak leh nak wat pape... nak waat df bilek bersepah... kemas2 bersepah balik gara2 blek tido aku telah dijadikan ruang tamu oleh mak aku....

hari jumaat aku start sakit kaki bahagian lutut..... hari ni jugak family besarr aku dapat... aku rase benci.. =______________________________=


Dengan sakit lutut, pastu tak leh gi hoki... pastu kene kemas rumah sampai nak mati..... pastu.... aaaaaahhhhhh satwin mintak aku jadi coach utk hoki padang.... aku terima... tapi ramai yg tamau turun mungkin sebab tengok aku ni junior lagi lam hoki padang... passing pon tak betol pastu.. hit pon tak kuat... drag pon bola ternaik.... hish.... mase tengah cakap tu... aku terdengar cam dier cakap mintak jadi team manager... ape kerje team manager? aku tak nak!!!

!@#$% I lOVE HOCKEY!!!!

mase hari sabtu.. kuar la gi klcc.. aku ajak agak ramai la org.. tapi.. cume 2 org je yang datang... Ida ngan Rini jer....
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aku call tak jawab, aku msg tak balas...... memang tak puas hati... aku rase nak bawak korang gi ice rink, taruk korang kat tengah pastu skate laju2 lenyek korang.... hehehhehe ';..;'

Hokie Padang:~

Aku selalu tak puas hati ddengan prestasi hoki padang, sebab dorang main kadnag2 solo.. pastu mula la penat... ataupon baru lari 3 kali padang dah tercungap2... semangat dorang pon rendah...

satu hari training... aku tanye la Satwin.. "asal kiter tak wat fitness? sebab kite cepat penat bile kat tournament" pastu aku selit la pasal hoki ais....pastu tetibe je dier mintak aku jadi coach utk dorang... 1st memang la tak ramai nak ikot... ahahaha... aku tak kesah sebab aku ingat aku jadi untuk sehari jer...(FITNESS COACH ehh...)

Then lepas training, dier suh aku jadi permenant coach...O__________o siap nak mintak aku dobayar lagi... aku tak kesah sangat sebab aku wat secara sukarela... ahaha..kire bayaran tu bonus la....

lepas sekian lame... ade orang mintak aku wat basic drills sekali...hmmm.... aku dengar kate alvin yg nak buat.. so aku tak kesah sangat la.... aku secara tak sengaja teramek alih tempat alvin.. sori... xp

then, aku baru tau nape klau ade coach utk hoki padang... coach tu akan resign.... sebab kitorang tak berdisiplin.. termasuk aku sebab aku tak bgtau satwin walaupon aku ade no dier yg aku tak leh datang sbb sakit kaki...

PEMAIN MMU MAIN MACAM TAK DER SEMANGAT UNTUK SUKAN TU SENDIRI.... sebab kalau ade semangat untuk sukan tu.. dorang akan cari care utk improve dgn gi gim ker.. atau mas aku wat training fitness, dorang bersemangat... tapi, org yg mintak aku jadi coach FITNESS lak yg mintak aku kurangkan fitness...=_____________=

Balik lepas Satwin call aku, aku call dier balik nak confirm yang aku ni coach fitness ke coach skill.. dier cakap 2-2.... hmmmmm tak kesah sangat... TAPI!!! nak wat skill ape kalau tak fit? buat sikit dah penat... buat sikit dah penat... aishhh....






Ketidakpuas hati yg kedua....

(bace ngan suare mendatar)
aku tak leh nak wat df kat rumah... sbb terlalu banyak distraction
...1st mak aku yg memang tak kasi aku wat pape...2nd tv.., biler ade tv ade la ps... 3 computer..tau tau je la biler ade pc... 4........ vampire yg gigit aku ari tu... aku siap termimpi2 lagi do.... korang ingat aku tipu ade vampire?
aiseh....

Ketidak puas hati yang ketiga...

RINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nak rematch!!!!!!
membuatkan aku terpikir nape aku sangat tak gune lam hidup ni?
aaaaaaaaaaaa