I Failed

Dalam masa 2 minggu ni, aku ingat nak pergi buat fisioterapi.. tapi.. malangnya aku tolong mak aku sampai tak de masa untuk aku sendiri buat rehab utk lutut aku. Tapi, at least aku boleh buat urutan ala thai kat arokaya,Sunway.. Lepas buat, lutut aku, badan aku terus rasa ringan.

Kerja Kerja Kerja.. kepenatan yang melampau.. Sigh..

Seb baik ade kucing.. leh aku tibai kucing mak aku bernama Asap..


Result keluar hari ni.. aku lepas untuk semua subjek tapi.. CGPA aku cuma meningkat 0.3 point jer.. Sigh.. it seem so near yet so far to achieve 3 pointer..

I failed.. in academic..Aku tak dapat masuk beta walhal semua kawan2 aku dah masuk.. ini kali ke2 aku fail..

Sejak kebelakangan ni pon aku tak boleh mengawal emosi aku.. *sigh..

Aku tak boleh kawal nafsu, emosi.. Basically, aku tak de improvement..

P/s: I could feel the tension.Mak aku bekerja kuat tuk keluarga... Sigh..I need an improvement in myself

Goal mase FInal

I somehow feel like Im a piece of shit

Adik tersayang

Attemp to score in 2nd period on Final

Team champion ngan metro star interview or sort of.. best defenceman Vincent Lo

Dengan Abah toK

Terima Medal

O3O.. Mengejar Johnson.. Aku semakin hilang skill defend aku...

Mengejar puck bersama Clearence.. Dua2 aku tak dpt amik puck

..Me..

Mama

Ahaha.. Adik!! Work harder and smarter for Champion and best forward next season..
Nak train adik jadi lagi baik dari aku..

Come On!! GIve It To Me Baby

Yang pakai baju pink tudung hitam tu.. tingginya 177 cm.. last year 175cm..kakaknya 173 cm

K...

Ida dan Adik

O3P

You "see" something?

my plainself

Photo shoot.. huhuhahahaha... hari playoff div 1

Siapakah orang yang paling aku sayang? Of course la mak yang pertama

Sian uncle Hanif.. kene suspend 4 game..

Umi ngan Adik

Vincent partner hoki.. Lol

Edwart tgh makan ayam

Wolf

Abah tertarik ngan camera.. lol..sampai begitu sekali

Abah

Roomate (faez)

=A=

Behold!!~ The sexy pose~

Ida~ Tau la tengah layan "porn".Tak perlu la camtu sekali..( Tengah study English tuk exam)

Concentration

Group photo

Close-up Syera

Close-up Ida

Tasha

Ape la korang wat ni?

uh oh

O.o.. Ida nampak cam playgirl..

Air Barbican boleh buat aku rasa cam mabuk walaupon air tu tak beralkohol..=____=

Betapa penatnya mukaku ini

Sexy pose~

-Headshot-

Exam week

A lot of stress and alot of tension..Dx

Assignment cg tak siap lagi..

Hari ni kul 2.30 ade exam..

tido kul 2 terjaga kul 3.. try tido balik tak boleh.. sejam atas katil dgn mata terbukak..

*sigh... badan sangat3 letih.. tp tak leh tido..

Fucking Awesome

LAst night game... It happens again.. The thing that my mom fear it will happen...

I blocked a shot.. that was a wrist shot.. the puck hit my shin just between my shin guard and my skate.. the right leg... last time it was left knee... Fucking awesome.. I was sent to hospital because I fainted last time... Last night?

I was stading at the defensive blue line when Velasco make slap shot.. I was thinking to block with my stick but he shoot right to me.. A Slap Shot.. Dx.. man!! fucking awesome.. the puck hit my right knee right above my patella if not mistaken.. I fell on the ice after that.. i hear the whistle and then, Alvin come to me says.."relax" and turn my body.. and he take off my helmet..

I try to catch my breath.. relax.. I dont want same thing to happen at me again.. I tried to relax and then, Warren and Alvin help me to get up and get out from the ice.. then, soon after I get up.. I start to see black like someone close the light slowly..I was like "huh?" then, I fell again...

I was shaking when I was on the ice.. I try to control but I couldn't.. I heard Bazli said "He's shaking"..LOL!! Gary then said "Someone get the strecther (not sure how to spell)".

Control my breath... Bazli was trying to lift my head up but I kinda push him away to let me breath better... Then,I try to get up again.. .. XD.. at the door i saw ah seng bring the strecher with someone.. ounldnt see the face..

After all that, Warren come to me,"Now,You're a hockey player".LOL."The girls like what happen?what happen? you say to them I'm the hero, he shoot and I block in front of him" .LOL.
Warren says im the hero last night and mom ask me why he keep telling I'm the hero? I told her..

There's three situation,
1st, A forward shoot the puck the puck goes into the net
2nd, The forward shoot the puck and goalie save it
3rd, Forward shoot the puck and the defemder come and block the shoot

1st,The forward is hero
2nd, the goalie is the hero
3rd, The defender is the hero..

I'm the third one.. then she's like..OHHH~~

P/s:Next time if you're injured,don't let anyone touch you.Try to calm down because you're in shock state.Catch your breath and control it and you're ok.

After at,at 3 a.m.. I realise lil sis leave the laptop at the ice rink along with my stick.. WTF!!
thank god Alvin has it. Tomorrow I'll get the laptop.

game 9 may

Well well well, here we at last on this blog again...

this week's game was a hell of excitement and wow.. it really like a playoff game..
My target today was "I wanna make sure I do what I should do and keep improving" and surely my target today was actually wrong.. wrong mindsetting.. Dx

I start the game as 1st line defencement and I take left side ( I quite enjoy playing the left side.. ahah) . Gary made Christ as my partner.. oh Christ.. my long lost partner.. Im actually more confidence with Christ..hehe.. and The puck dropped on the center of ice... I thought Im doing well.. cause I dont want to let the puck into the goal.. After the 1st shift, I went to the bench and I saw the 1st and the 2nd goal was scored by Clearence.. WTF man!!...

Then,On my shift.. Im feel like.. What is happening in the ice although I feel like Im some sort of taking control.. and now the score 2 - nothing.. I tried to assist my team by standing on the blue line where I suppose to be and..... I failed.. when the puck when to Ajib and he just counter attacking us... I busted my ass and I forgot the can slap shot the puck.. FROM THE BLUE LINE!! and he score while I standing in front of him.. After that, Im actually trembling.. Never in my life before..

Then, on the secong half.. I wanna try my best to assist the team.. that was my mind setting on the second half..not much to talk about here..and lets go to the third period.. On this period my mind setting changed to "I want to win this game!! I want to win this game and take all the chances"

On this period, there was 3 times if I remember, We were on penalty kill.. and I was on the 1st line penalty kill.. and I think I did good.. I did assist my goalie.. and I did become the last man defencemen ( Im on caution mode as there were khairil and Ajib on my line.. and later, there were clearence and Brandon[ Im not actually afraid of them because I know the trick behind the sleeves.. Hehe] I did save a hell lot of the exciting and woah..heart breaking moment..because we were on short handed a quite lot of times.. then, on this period I "scored" a goal on the Ken..( although he's not very good goalie but.. Hey, I scored against Clearence team right? and Im a defenceman)

I will remember the time when I score this goal.. It was face-off on the left toward the lift.. Hampus was taking the face-off.. along with him was Ah seng.. and my partner,Christ... I told myself.. "Don't screw it..Don't screw it". The puck dropped on the ice, I was like, knew Hampus will give it to me and puck touches my stick.. If it was in the movie, It will go on slow motion. ahaha.. the puck flew off my stick and hit on Hampus's back and "Oh Shit, Does he hurt?" and I heard the crowd cheering on my back... \(*w*)/\(*o*)/\(*A*)/.. I scored the goal but how's Hampus?.. seems like he's ok..Phew.. My most trusted forwards.. ahaha.. I "scored" a beauty but..I actually get an assist.. This is the 2nd time I hurt my teamate (forward) on my attemp to score.. 1st was Edmunt,twice.. he's so proud when he get the blue colour on his skin (lebam).. He was saying "Sekarang saya tau shot you kuat jugak"

It was written #20 assisted.. *sigh.. what can I do.. I gotta take the chance next time when I play the game..

After I score,I went to the bench and Gary said, "Tengok, bile you amik chances you score kan?" Seng chee was watching my whole game said to me,"good job Hakimin". "Thank You"..

p/s: The most exciting game I played so far.. even Div 1 can't challenge it.. =w=...
I asked Gary, why can't I play
as a forward? he said I never take any chance when I get one...and Im already very good at playing defend, Yes, Im fast.. but he rather has a fast defenceman that defence than having NHL like forward scoring 23-nothing but, defensive is very very weak...hmmm..that's true..

Next time I play.. I play to win.. ~|This Is My Moment, I Gonna Live Every Shift|~