May not play hockey for ever

Hmmm

Kondisi aku mungkin memdesak aku supaya tidak bermain mana mana sukan untuk selama-lamanya

Time to look for new hobby

Kekalahan Warriors

Aku rasa macam betol pulak jawapan yg aku selalu tanya mak aku, ape function aku lam team. Ape yg aku buat untuk team.

Sebab semua tu terjawab semasa ketiadaan aku. Hmmmm. tapi, bila aku join balik, level fitness aku tak seperti dulu. Tambah pulak dgn mak aku suruh aku jgn push the limit. Tapi, aku tak pernah pon push the limit kecuali masa game final. Training pon lebih kepada having fun.

I need serious work out if I want to go to Kazakstan.

Something to think about

Judge the book by its cover. Seriously.
Read it once and throw it away and before that, step on it like you mean it.

Find the book again, Look at it like it's a disgrace to have it.
And start rumors about it and don't just satisfy with that.

Go to the bookstore and confront the bookstore keeper.
Make a face to them like they don't deserve to be in this world and say right on the faces.
"FUCKING BASTARD!! YOU DISGRACE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD JUST BY HAVING THIS FUCKING BOOKS" and throw the book at their faces.
Leave the store and act like nothing happens.

On the next day or soon after that, pray to god you'll be forgiven for all you did even though you actually mean to do it.
While you're at it, pray to god that the book will destroyed before it destroys others

Second Shot

Just now at 10.11p.m I got second shot. I wonder why. And, it really disturbing. 1st one I got yesterday around 11.45 - 12.00 a.m (night). I hope I can play well tonight. No injuries or anything. I have to win this playoff!!~

O.O

Sometimes, wondering. ade ke orang yang baca blog ni selain Aku, Ida, and and O.O.. sape lagi? hmmm..

Maybe it's just a feeling.

Since that incident where I almost died when I was diagnosed my brain swollen and almost crash while driving where it is really a luck on my side. I get the feeling like I'll be leaving.

Everybody will leave soon or later but, I don't know. Better stop be paranoid.

P/s: Feeling gloomy.

Last Friday's Fight

I try my best to get to the level before i was sick.
Currently I feel like I'm one with junior (skill and fitness and position level)

I was assigned as defender pairing with chris for 1st line. We were against Viper team with their star player is Haniff, Amat, and Brandon.

After the 1st two shift, Gary changed me to forward position pairing with Jordi who rotate with Adila. Maybe I went to far for the defender post I think. 1st shift I tried to carry the puck by myself when I got 2 forwards who was waiting for me to pass the puck, but I got leveled by someone. Thank godness I wore my new One95 Bauer hockey protection. (some say it not good protection but for me, it was better than my last shoulder pad. It protects my back and my sides better).

I tried my best to score and win the game. But what I do hate most is that, they ALWAYS score when I'm on the bench after I got out. I'm seriously !@#$%^& hate that. Hampus not here to play.

I do get a couple of chances to score but I screwed it up I think. I shoot top left but it hit goalie's shoulder and went out. I tried to score backhand but of course I dont have enough strength so, I was like giving it away to goalie.

At the end, the score 3-1. and it was against Viper who has a very solid defense. If we lose to Sabre, I wouldnt mind much because they have a good forward like Allen, Zack, Amir, Eugene. all the names i mention above are those who are shortlisted for Malaysian team. Dx except Zack is from Canada (what do you expect? Canadian, better at hockey from us right?)