Medication

Its really shocking and interesting to know what medication (drugs) can do to you. Overdose = bad. in control = well, ok~ but not taking it when you suppose to? Sighh~

i slowly get on my medication back, the things i was feeling getting better. except for I feel my head getting heavier and my back hurts but i doubt it has anything to do with lumberpuncture or anything.

Somethings i feels like why do i still live on this world? I feel like I do nothing useful for others and feels like I only give them hardship with me. Some got very stress with me. I tried to improve myself, but its hard.


p/s: feels like the end is near. Very near, but can't tell when.

No medication for 1 week ( around 3-5 days)

1. Penat tiba2 tanpa sebab
2.Sakit kepala dari macam kena pierce dari luar ke dalam dan kadang2 dari dalam ke luar
3.kebas kat belakang kepala kat area belakang kiri.
4.emosi terganggu
5.kebingungan kadang2. Rasa macam tiba2 rasa kat tempat lain.
6.pening lalat <---lol
7.bernanah kat belakang badan. tapi tak besar. one spot. kat tempat lumberpuncter. exact spot.

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I feel much more lonely than evah bebeh since I cant do 2 things that I want and I like to do most in my live.

1. Hockey

2.*private, cant tell. :>

ahahaaa... funny things. i got gf in msn today at 11.48 27january2010. ROFL. (Jangan marah ye sayang) oh well, better than makes enemy right?

hmmmm. seems like missing something in my life. like a huge gap.

p/s: havent blog for long time now

1.Beside ur lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Hmm, Shoulder

2.How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
I want to sleep~

3.Who was the last person / people you took photo with ?
Ida

4.Would u consider urself spoiled ?
Maybe. I like the idea.

5.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I have few I think

6.Do you want someone to be dead?
Not really. I like the idea torture that person before and after life

7.What does your last text message say?
Ida

8.What are you thinking right now ?
Playing with myself. *smirk* .Nah, I want to find new hobby

9.Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Hmm, not really. Not now at least

10.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
2 a.m. after watch movie

11.Where did you buy the shirt you are wearing now ?
At the Ice hockey tournament in Singapore back in 2007.

12.Who was the last person who text you ?
Ida

13.TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

no.1 Fadhil
no.2 Syera
no.3 Sarah
no.4 Paez
no.5 Tasha
no.6 Fiqa
no.7 Kimi
no.8 Ida
no.9 Mira
no.10 Smoke

14.Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Hohoo. Ask her?

15.Is no.3 a male or a female?
I am 100% sure she's a female. Hm...wait, let see.

16.If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Not that good, because no 1 will keep getting molested by no 7 ): I just saw the latest molesting scene this evening.

17.What is no.1 studying about?
Film & Animation. O.O .

18.When was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Long time ago~
2. back in 2009
3. Few days ago
4. Back in 2009
5. Few days ago
6. Last week
7. hmm. let see
8. last year
9. right here, right now baby~
10. He can't use technology.ROFLMAO

19.Is no.4 single?
Single but available?

20.Say something about no. 2.
Attractive somehow

21.What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?
Nah, they in WWE match right now. Wait, doesn't that mean being together? lol

22.Describe no.9
Chubby, Short hair, suck at skating (sorry), Love ice hockey, just finish SPM

23.What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Hell yeah, We'll be looking at one Hockey defender and one doremon fighting.

24.Do you like 8?
No, I love her

25.How about 10?
he's.. he's.. Playful and cute. Dx. lol

May not play hockey for ever

Hmmm

Kondisi aku mungkin memdesak aku supaya tidak bermain mana mana sukan untuk selama-lamanya

Time to look for new hobby

Kekalahan Warriors

Aku rasa macam betol pulak jawapan yg aku selalu tanya mak aku, ape function aku lam team. Ape yg aku buat untuk team.

Sebab semua tu terjawab semasa ketiadaan aku. Hmmmm. tapi, bila aku join balik, level fitness aku tak seperti dulu. Tambah pulak dgn mak aku suruh aku jgn push the limit. Tapi, aku tak pernah pon push the limit kecuali masa game final. Training pon lebih kepada having fun.

I need serious work out if I want to go to Kazakstan.

Something to think about

Judge the book by its cover. Seriously.
Read it once and throw it away and before that, step on it like you mean it.

Find the book again, Look at it like it's a disgrace to have it.
And start rumors about it and don't just satisfy with that.

Go to the bookstore and confront the bookstore keeper.
Make a face to them like they don't deserve to be in this world and say right on the faces.
"FUCKING BASTARD!! YOU DISGRACE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD JUST BY HAVING THIS FUCKING BOOKS" and throw the book at their faces.
Leave the store and act like nothing happens.

On the next day or soon after that, pray to god you'll be forgiven for all you did even though you actually mean to do it.
While you're at it, pray to god that the book will destroyed before it destroys others