Headache

This week is very pressuring week.....
1st, with exam around the corner and 2nd with hockey test coming up

last sunday, i went to training... and suddenly my bench coach come up to me and said...
"Hakimin, mintak atau pinjam duit dgn mak utk beli stick baru"

then my heade thinking...What The Heck!!? my stick just broke a lil bit and yet he ask me to buy a new stick? how does he knows? after the training.. Uncle Lau suddenly appear out from nowhere.. I agreed to buy the stick with him... and the stick I'm looking for is actually a wooden stick.. but he suggested me to buy a 2-pieces stick.. well okay I said...

after that, I went back to MMU...study for english and cg's paper and for stick... (lol)

Yesterday (wednesday), we're supposed to have a test, a physical test for ice hockey...
well, they're testing our stamina, our strengh in shot, our skating skill and so on but then i received an e-mail 2 days ago saying that Patrick Potvin couldn't come because of work commitment.... WHAT THE ****!!!!! SUSAN!!! I ask you to skip the test because I have a very important exam to attend to and what did you say to me?

"Hakimin, you should come for the test because it good to know how you doing... bla bla bla bla..."

Well, anyways I feel relieved a lil bit (?).. huh... I still go to training yesterday...and I've got my head smashed on the board.. man... that was during body checking training... my nose bleed and my visor mark a line on my nose, my head went blank... all I see during that this is white... my ears doesn't hear anything... but WOW I felt great!!

AND for the person who checked me to the boards? I checked him back until the fall down on his head and his jaw was almost badly hurt in another drills... hehehe

and after all the training, I asked my mom... what did I improve?... and she said, "well, I saw you skating like a paper". Then I remembered the body checking training... yeah, I did feel like a paper and indeed sometimes i feel like I'm a cotton.. i tried to body check a 48 years old uncle and I flew away? and he still got trough me? then she resume "you don't have stamina to begin with and then you just improve your skills.That's all"

What a shame.... just skills improve? I want my stamina to improve too..

After the training I hurried back to hostel and study for my cg's paper but ...I got distracted and only study for 2 hours in total and then goes to sleep...

heheh.. when I'm about to take a nice and refreshing shower before study.. I somehow accidently glanced at my body... my body.. is now looks so ugly...I wonder who will like me with my ugly body... scars over the body.. and a new wound on my left hand.Well, the wound is not very bad,but doubted that will leave a scar..

I'm not in the mood to write the blog anymore... will be back when the mood is back.. my face is hurts.. my visor hits really on nose's bone.. so yeah, it's hurt a lot

-currently listening to chaiyya chaiyya-