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Everything suddenly changed for me in just 1 month. Too drastic should I say.

Still trying to adapt with this situation as fast as i could.

Slowly I begin to understand everything little things which I should already understand long long time ago.

After continuously hard thinking day by day, week by week. I now look life from different perspective. I now have lots lots of question. Sometimes, very ridiculous question and sometimes very good question but nevertheless it is something I  should have done long long time ago.

It used to be "Never regret in whatever you have done up until now" but now, I regretted every single things I have done so far.

Maybe I live by "Enjoy life to the fullest" which is I think for people who don't have time for themselves and they must enjoy every moment they had in life.

Just got back from cousin's wedding. It was so very grand. They spend almost rm 250k from what I heard. I was thinking, I want to be like what my cousin's dad does. 

I think, if I have to sacrifice my happiness, my everything to be successful. Why not?
Better if I struggle with my life now than I have to struggle later on.

I wish I could turn back the clock but it's no use to look back in the past.

Well, this is the time I should say goodbye to me and to whoever who read this later on.
Thanks and goodbye. Hope to see you another time.